THUG LOVE

Chapter 10

Chapter 10

The truth

Later on that night I decide to call Jadore to get some answers after hearing about this drug thing twice. I grab my phone and dial his number only to receive a call... from Jadore himself..

Jadore? You have some explaining to do I say looking around my room pissed at him for lying to me on numerous occasions. "No bitch this his Wife Haley"... My heart started racing. I didn't know what to say or do. Never in a million years have i ever thought it would be a day in my life that comes my way like today. I just knew I had to suck it up and be a true woman about mines and that's what I did.

Haley: Who the fuck are you?

Me: My name is Tericka. Where's Jadore?

Haley: What the fuck? Who do you think you are asking for my man!? Let me tell you something sweetie, you don't know me okay? I will cut you and any other bitch you bring with you. Jadore is my man and that's how it's going to always be. We have a son, a house, and cars together. He does not want you nor will he ever want you so I'm warning you now bitch. Stay away.

Me: Well maybe if you controlled your nigga better, he wouldn't be coming to me trying to get this crème pie.

Haley: Bitch He don't want that washed up pussy of yours. He's fucking with a goddess when he with me.

Me: Ha! That's funny cause he wasn't saying that when he was clapping these buns last week.

Haley Continued to argue until I overheard Jadore's voice come in the room ("Bitch what the fuck you doing on my phone? Hand my shit now") I heard them have a mini scuffle over the phone before he finally answered.

Jadore: Hello?... Tericka?

I immediately started to cry. It became so strange to me cause usually i never cry over a nigga but I was crying over him. I felt so many emotions at once I didn't know what to do. All I could do was imagine his face on how he could possibly look right now.

"Look Tericka, I'm sorry okay? It's not what you think. I came one here to get my son until I had to use the bathroom so i went and i left my phone in the kitchen, she picked it up and called you. She knew exactly who you were because of how much I talk about you. She knows how smart and intelligent you are and she also knows how much you mean to me. Tericka I lov" Don't say it! I yell before he could finish his sentence. "You wouldn't know what love was if it came and fucked you in the ass. You could've told me all of this Jadore. You had me over here looking stupid for you yet you have a secret life behind everything?" "Tericka" he says as i continue to interrupt him. "Answer this question and boy you better tell me the fucking truth or I swear to God.. Are you a drug dealer? I asked as I sat awaiting the answer. . "Yes Tericka. I am a drug dealer but I only do it to keep my family right. I can't work a 9 to 5 everyday, pay my bills, and keep clothes on my son and my back with that chump change. I needed something real and now I got it. My little man don't have to worry for shit and I'm set for life. Isn't that what you want baby? To be set for life? I sat there in silence as he continued to question me. At this point I didn't believe anything he said. He lied to me from the beginning until now which made me start to think he lied about everything he told me.

After calming myself down, i manged to get my words in order to finally speak what was best for me..

"Jadore .. After tonight I don't think I want you in my life anymore so I'll dismiss you now so you won't have the pleasure of doing it yourself later. Goodbye Jadore.

I was torn from lem to lem, hurt, and most of all.. in love with a Drug dealing Thug.