So so so sorry for not updating lately! I'm not gonna lie and say I was busy because I honestly wasn't. I have just been procrastinating writing this and I also had a slight bit of writers block, but I have finally come up with an idea. As you know, the past 2 chapters were single P.O.V specials, and they were shorter than the normal chapters, but the chapters will return to both of their P.O.V's and also I may do more single P.O.V specials in the future, because I do like focusing on one of their P.O.V's. Anyway, enough of my rambling and let's get on with the story.
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Jen P.O.V
I am debating whether to tell Vanessa what just happened, I know I should tell her. I wish I could have someone else to turn to, like Lauren. I don't plan on ever speaking to her again, I know it seems like a small argument, but I don't really wanna be friends with her anymore.
"Vanessa," I say.
"Yeah, what's up? I know you only call me Vanessa if it is something serious," she replies.
"I really don't wanna tell you, but I know it'd be wrong if I didn't."
"Seriously, just tell me Jen, I won't be mad, I promise," she looks at me in the eyes.
"Josh. He was just here," I tell her.
"WHAT, WHERE? WHY DIDN'T YOU TELL ME?" she's practically yelling.
"He left. I'm sorry Nessa. But something happened," I look away, avoiding eye contact.
"Like what," she now has a slight anger in her tone.
"He kissed me. Vanessa, I'm sorry. I knew it would be wrong if I didn't tell you," I tell her.
"JEN, YOU KNOW I LIKE HIM WHAT'S WRONG WITH YOU?" she shouts.
"Nessa, calm down. I bet he did it out of sympathy, it probably didn't even mean anything to him."
"It better not of," she spits.
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Josh P.O.V
It's now summer. Yesterday I spent the afternoon with Jen watching movies. We didn't kiss again. I don't even know why I did kiss her. I mean, do I even like her? What's wrong with me?
I made plans to go to the park with Vanessa today. I like her, not Jen.
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*AT THE PARK*
"Hey, Josh."
"Hiya Nessa," I reply.
"Should we go and sit over there on that bench, I was hoping we could sit and talk," she asks.
"Yeah, sure that sounds great," I answer.
We make our way over there, she sits down and I put my arm round her. We talk and talk, until I notice someone. They just entered the park, alone. It looks a lot like Jennifer, but I know it isn't. She wouldn't go anywhere alone. The figure gets closer and closer.
Out of nowhere, Vanessa kisses me. A passionate kiss.
The figure begins to run in our direction, when I see that it is Jennifer. She saw me kiss Vanessa.
"I CAN'T BELIEVE YOU BOTH. VANESSA, YOU PROMISED ME, WE WOULDN'T FIGHT OVER HIM, AND JOSH. WHY WOULD YOU KISS ME, HAVE THE BEST AFTERNOON WITH ME AND I QUOTE THAT AND THEN THE NEXT DAY GO AND KISS ANOTHER GIRL. YOU KNOW I NEVER SHOULD OF TRUSTED YOU. EVER SINCE THAT GEOGRAPHY LESSON. I ALWAYS KNEW YOU WOULD PICK HER AND NOT ME. SHE'S MORE POPULAR THAN ME, BY NOW I KNOW THE RULES THAT A POPULAR MUST DATE A POPULAR. SHES SO MUCH MORE BEAUTIFUL THAN I AM, WHY WOULD YOU DO THIS TO ME?" she's balling her eyes out. I can't help but feel guilty. I do love her, but I like Vanessa too.
There is a choice I have to make right here right now. I haven't got any time to think.
I choose......
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Who do you think Josh is going to choose. Don't worry everyone. It might not all work out at the moment, but it is still early days for this story. It is called Joshifer for a reason.
I will update again soon.
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Ellie <333
