I decided to update Teen Love today, as I haven't in a while I feel as though I should.
Just before you start reading I would like to say, I would be highly grateful if you could go and check out my other fan fiction 'Joshifer - Dramatic Events' I have been writing a lot of that recently, which is one of the reasons I haven't been updating Teen Love. I do prefer writing that one more, and I also didn't have any ideas or motivation to write Teen Love over the past few days, but I thought I did owe you guys a chapter, so sorry if it's shitty!
<33 Ellie <33
Jen P.O.V
He has to choose. Right here. Right now.
I know who he will choose, Vanessa. She’s so beautiful, and I understand we said we could both have an equal chance. I guess this is her revenge for finding out he kissed me.
“I know that both of you are expecting me to choose. I’m not going to do that. It’s cruel to the girl I don’t choose. I know I have to choose though, it’s plain fact. How about we all head home, then whoever I text ‘I need you’ to, I have chosen. I would rather not have to choose, but in girl world it is expected of me too,” he says.
“Okay,” I say, the tears in my eyes, as I know he won’t choose me. I know he can see my hurt and worry. He can see right through my attempt to be strong.
“Fine then. Make sure to text me later babe,” she kisses him. I can’t stand it. The jealousy takes over me and I push her.
“What the fuck was that for?” she screams.
“I know you know, it will be you. Not me, but you don’t have to rub it in my face you bitch.”
“You can just leave me alone,” she spits.
“Gladly,” I give her the eye and then run, I’m too upset to live anymore.
I know this is weird, but part of me doesn’t want him to choose me. Then I can get with Zac and make him feel jealous. I do love Zac as well. It’s been a part of me ever since we kissed at that party which I haven’t told anyone.
**
I get home and its around 7pm.
“You okay honey? You don’t look okay,” my mum says.
“Yeah, just leave it okay?” I say.
“Alright sweetheart, if you wanna talk about it I will be here,” she calls after me.
I get into my bedroom and fall onto my bed. I begin to scream and cry into my pillows, making them damp.
After about what seems like 3 hours of crying, I grab my phone. It’s 7:30pm. I haven’t got a text. I decide to pass time, so I go on Facebook.
The first thing that pops up in my news feed.
Vanessa and Josh are in a relationship.
I can’t do this. He’s breaking me, I’ve loved him ever since he moved here.
I don’t want to talk to my mum about this and I call the only person I can think of.
ZAC.
“Zac, hey,” I say into the phone, with a slight sniffle.
“Jen, are you okay? What’s wrong? Are you hurt?” he sounds worried. He really does care about me.
“Yeah, my heart, its broken. Can you come over?” I ask.
“Sure, I’ll be over in a few.”
He’s the only person I can turn too. I do love him. He loves me, cares for me. Josh chose Vanessa. I can’t say I was over him. I love him. However, I love Zac too.
Josh P.O.V
I need you.
The words written out as a text.
The contact : Vanessa
I honestly think she is right for me.
I lied to Jen, I don’t love her. It was all just a big joke between myself and my friends, well Sam and Liam in particular.
I sent the message, and she replied in seconds.
“I love you Josh.”
“I love you too Nessa.”
I thought we should let the world know about our new exclusive relationship, so I put it on facebook.
**
I wake up this morning, and I have a text from Vanessa saying ‘Check Facebook. It’s something I know I wasn’t expecting to see xxxxxxx’
So, I do as she suggested and scroll through my news feed, a few pictures from the party.
I then almost drop my phone. The shock of what I just saw.
It’s Jen. Kissing Zac.
The caption to the picture is ‘I love you Zac, more than I have ever loved anyone in my life. I was broken, and you came and picked up my pieces. I thought the love of my life was the boy who moved here not long ago, but I guess I was wrong, it was you all along Zac. I will never stop loving you.’
I was jealous. I think I actually did have feelings for her. I thought I didn’t, but I was being taken over by jealousy. I can’t think straight.
I get up, get dressed, and then head out. To the place I need to go.
Jennifer’s house.
