I am in Somerset when writing this and I'm gonna try and write if I can if it rains or something.
Jennifer P.O.V
I'm still crying in the bathroom. Luckily the cuts weren't deep or life threatening.
He was still there, calling my name.
"JENNIFER, ARE YOU OKAY? HURT? JUST LET ME IN I'M WORRIED ABOUT YOU!" He yells.
I give up. I can't sit in here forever, I reach for the door. I grab the handle and pull it.
He rushes to me.
Josh. He's still here. He never left. He cares.
"Oh my god Jennifer, what did you do? Did I make you do that? I'm sorry. I can't even describe how shit I feel now," he says, then looks at me, with his gorgeous eyes, I get lost in them every time.
"I... I... I was so hurt josh I didn't know what to do. I was alone, Zac hasn't been to see me since." I explain.
"It's okay Jen, I'm here now," he answers.
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Josh and I spend the day together, watching movies. Zac didn't call or anything, I explained to Zac how I felt and he saw what is done. I just don't understand why he didn't text or call me, to see if I was okay.
Josh, he really did prove himself to me. I just can't believe he was still here and he was outside my bathroom the whole time.
We ask my mum to bring us back McDonald's on her way home.
Josh and I sit there eating our McDonald's.
"Hey, Jennifer. So, today I think I've had the best day that I have had in ages. I chose Vanessa over you. I honestly think it was the biggest mistake of my life. I forgot to give you something," he says, with a smirk afterwards.
"What?" I ask.
"This," he whispers.
Josh leans in to my face, gently connecting our lips together. I've needed something, and I don't know what it was. It was mine and Josh's lips together. His lips are so soft and sweet.
I want more. I deepen the kiss, and we fall onto my bed, he's on top of me.
We pull away to breathe.
"Jennifer Shrader Lawrence, I love you," he tells me.
"Joshua Ryan Hutcherson, I love you more," I whisper into his ear. I pull his face down onto me and connect our lips once more.
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