Try Again | NCT Yuta

009

Seulgi's POV

I don't want to go to dance class today. I feel like crap, my heart is in pieces.

Normally I would call Hyeji but now I'm not talking to her. How did my life fall apart so quickly?

I've lost everything.

My phone buzzes as I receive a message. I don't want to look at it. I used to jump to look at messages as they came through, filled with hope that one was from Yuta.

Now I couldn't care less when my phone goes off.

Hyeji was right at the restaurant. I did take her boyfriend, I don't know why I thought she would be there for me after we broke up.

I always knew that she still lived Yuta, I just didn't want to acknowledge it. It's a horrible feeling when you know someone is in love with the person who you love.

What made it worse was that I knew Yuta would always choose her over me. That night when we were driving and I told him Hyeji had been hurt...He didn't hesitate to turn around and hurry to that hospital.

He never told me that he loved me. I'll never forget when I first said those words to him. I hadn't ever fallen in love before, he was my first love.

We were on a date at the beach. The day was over and we were getting ready to leave. I kissed him on the shore and whispered the words, I love you, and what did I get in return? He smiled tightly and told me that we should go.

It hurt the most when he easily let me go. He didn't even try to fight for me when we broke up. He accepted it and moved on instantly.

I started to fall for him when he was still with Hyeji. He was so kind to me. He made me feel special. For a while I was jealous that Hyeji had him. I wanted him.

I finally got him after she was stupid enough to leave him. I was so excited when he agreed to go out with me. I should've expected it to end in my heartbreak.

My phone continues to vibrate. Sighing in frustration, I grab it and look to see messages from Doyoung.

Doyoung
I'm outside your apartment.

Doyoung
Would you be ever so kind to let me in?

Doyoung
This old lady is asking if I'm your boyfriend...She says I look different then the other one

Doyoung
Please save me

Why on earth is Doyoung here? I bring my phone with me as I go to open the front door.

Doyoung smiles in relief as he sees me. He is quick to push past me and go inside.

"Your boyfriend looks different" Mrs Park who lives across the hall states.

"He isn't my boyfriend Mrs Park, he's a friend. I broke up with my boyfriend so you won't see him again" I just wish her a good day, stepping inside the apartment before the lady can respond.

Doyoung has already made it to my room by the time I turn to see him. I rush to find him and manage to drag him back into the living room.

"What the hell are you doing here? And how did you get my address?" I exclaim.

"I thought we could skip class today. You could do with a day of fun" He dodges the second question.

I scratch the back of my head as I place my phone into my butt pocket.

"We won't ever get anywhere if we keep skipping classes" I tell him firmly.

"This is the first class that either of us have skipped" He just shrugs as thought it weren't an issue. "Come on, it'll be a bit of fun."