Try Again | NCT Yuta

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Pregnant.

The word sat heavily within my mind as I remained seated on the edge of the hospital bed. The doctor ran further tests which also proved me positive.

However, the amount of nausea I was having at such an early stage was concerning the doctor who asked for me to come for fortnightly check ups.

I had no idea how I was going to tell Yuta.

I asked to have a few moments alone in here to pull myself together which the doctor kindly allowed.

Yuta is 22 and I myself am only 20. We are way too young to start a family and I'm not sure about him but I'm not ready to be a mother.

The fear of being just like my own had always scared me, enough so that the idea of having my own children hurt.

Ten minutes passed and a resident ended up interrupting my thoughts, stating if I was done, they needed to make use of this available room. I merely nodded before getting off the bed and making my way down the halls to where my brother and my boyfriend were.

Both immediately noticed my unsteadiness was I entered the room. Yuta rushes over to me, grabbing my hands with his own as he willed me to look into his eyes.

"Everything go okay?"

I break away from his gaze as I make eye contact with my brother. Jungwoo seems to catch on as he speaks up.

"Hey, Yuta, do you reckon you could give us a minute?"

"Sure" He agrees softly, placing a kiss to my forehead before leaving the room.

"How'd you—" I begin to ask but he cuts me off as he pats the space on the bed beside him.

"Call it a twin thing."

I manage to manoeuvre myself around the blankets and his arms as I lie beside him.

"There's a problem and I don't know what to do" I whisper, the tone of my voice making my shock crystal clear.

He doesn't say anything as he simply waits for me to continue. As a gesture of comfort and support, he wraps an arm around my shoulders as he just tucks me into his figure.

"I'm pregnant."

"What?!" He exclaims, himself more even expecting those words to leave my mouth.

"How the hell do I tell Yuta? We aren't ready" I frown, just wanting to give up.

"You may not be ready but you're going to have to be" Jungwoo says firmly which causes for me to scoff at him. "Yuta is a good guy and he will take it well. You do have to tell him though, you can't hide this from him."

"I know, I just..." I pause, finding myself struggling to find the right words. "I don't want to be Mom."

"Hyeji ah" Jungwoo says my name as though it were a reprimand. "You have already proved time and time again that you will be nothing like her."

Speaking of the devil, "She'll have to know."

"Will she?" My brother retorts. "Last I checked she wasn't part of our lives."

I smile tightly in response to this as I allow for myself to just be in his arms. A few moments where I have nothing to worry about.

"Can I tell him with you here?" I suddenly ask him.

"Of course" He agrees without hesitation.

As if on cue, the door suddenly opens as Yuta walks through once more. He smiles softly as he views Jungwoo and I. Gently removing my brothers arm, I get off the bed and make my way over to him.