yikes there's my emotions

eh

i fall in love too late

i fall in love when the other person decides to move on

it's fine

i think about talking to you but i already told you i'd leave

it's just pettiness ig

or maybe it's me trying to be strong for once

because i don't want to rely on anyone anymore

i don't need to

it's a bad habit i have to break

my emotions are mine alone

for me and for my writing

i don't feel like it anymore

because i told you everything and you told me everything

and the thought of never talking to you again physically brings me to tears

i always think worst case scenario just in case that's the truth

the thought that you'd never ask me to come back

the thought that you'd be too afraid of loving me

and i'd just go through the rest of high school thinking about you

guys are always my concern

they don't need to be

and that's another habit i'm trying to break

no one is afraid of losing me

so why should i be afraid to lose anyone?

that's what i tell myself anyway