Broken Homes, Healing Hearts

•18• Pained Memories

I looked over and gasped. "Spencer?!" I covered my mouth. "Y/n?!" His eyes were wide. Tears welled up in my eyes.
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I stood there. Everything was frozen. Richie looked between the two of us. "Did I uh miss something?" He asked.

I didn't reply. I was too shocked to say anything. There he was. The devil himself. In front of my face. With cuffs. His grey eyes piercing into mine. The tears fell down my cheeks.

"Y/n.. what- why are you here?" He asked. "The question is what the hell are you doing here?!" The anger rose from me. He hurt me. Bad. He took my heart and crushed it. "I see you are still mad. After all these years.. why can't you forgive me?" He looked deeply into my eyes. "Because you hurt me. I tried to be there for you. I tried to love you. But you played me! With her!" I cried. "Okay, punk! Let's go!" The police officer pushed him forward. "Y/n! Please! I apologized!" Spencer screamed. I shook my head and sat down in a chair.

I can't believe this.. he's here. I didn't think I would ever see him again. Especially after what has done..

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Spencer was my first love. He was my everything. In Freshman year, he was the only one who was there for me. Or at least I thought..

"Bro you should go for her." Justin nodded towards me. "Nah.. she's too ugly for me." Spencer waved. "Exactly! If you date her, then you will be showing other people how you are so loving to everyone, even the ugly ones." Austin nodded while smirking. "That makes no sense!" Spencer exclaimed. "Actually.. he's getting somewhere with that point. It make girls see how generous you are. Then, all of them will be after you." Justin added onto Austin's theory. Spencer nodded along. For some reason that had made sense to him. "Alright I'll do it." Spencer made his way over to me. 

For the next 2 1/2 months we went out and he told me that he loved me first. I was extremely happy and I loved him back. When my mom hit me or my dad yelled at me, he was always there for me. I always had him to cry on when I needed help. But then the happiness ended. 

One day I was going to a party that Spencer had invited me to. I had to say that I looked really good that night. My hair was up and I had black, tight jeans and a white crop top on. I had a black leather jacket that covered my arms and my makeup was bold. I was different back then. I walked into the huge house. The smell of  weed and beer hitting my face once the door opened, I walked in to look for Spencer. I made my way through sweaty teenagers that were drunk and grinding each other. Other teens were making out in corners and drinking or talking. I made my way to the kitchen and saw Justin and Austin talking and playing beer pong. I have gotten closer to them. They were really sweet to me. Austin always gave me hugs and advice. He was like an older brother for me. Which is something I never had. Justin always protected me. He was my other older brother I've always wanted. 

"Drink up asshole!" Austin laughed. Justin rolled his eyes. He took the ping pong ball out of the red solo cup and chugged it. "Hey losers!"  I yelled over the music that was blasting throughout the whole house. "Y/n!" Austin put his ping pong ball down and pulled me into a tight hug. I smiled at his gesture of affection. "Need. Air. Austin." I breathed. "Sorry." He laughed letting me go. I smiled and turned to Justin. "Where is my hug?" I pouted holding my arms out. He chuckled before he pulled my into a strong embrace. It felt nice. I  pulled away and looked around. "Where's Spencer?" I looked between the two boys in front of me.

 They both glanced at each other with wide eyes before looking back at me. Justin coughed loudly and Austin scratched the back of his neck awkwardly. "What are you guys not telling me?" I looked at them dead in the eyes. "Well.. um.." Justin's voice came out high pitched. "Justin. Tell me now."I demanded stepping closer. "I don't want to." He looked down. "Don't make me do it." I warned. "You wouldn't dare." Justin's head shot up and glared down at me. I raised my eyebrows and smirked. I instantly grabbed his ear and pinched it slightly. I pulled it towards me. "Now, I'm going to ask you one more time. Where is Spencer Justin?" I gritted through my teeth. Justin winced. "Ugh, he's upstairs. Third door on the left." He breathed out. I let go feeling satisfied. I started making my way to the stairs. "Y/n! I wouldn't go up there!" Austin warned. "Why?" I asked stopping on the first step. "Because, it's going to hurt." He looked down. I scoffed and ran up the stairs.