Dans POV
"P-Phil?"
"Hum?" I mumbled still 3/4 still asleep. After about 5 seconds I jumped up. "Dan! You woke up!" I went to hug him but stopped myself.
"Where are we?" He touched his head, rubbing it gently.
"You didn't wake up Dan. I was so scared. I kept trying to get you up and-" I started to cry "you just weren't responding. So I called 911. They brought you here. You had lost so much blood Dan." I saw the color drain from his face, realizing I knew about the cuts.
"I'm sorry." He sighed.
"Sorry doesn't cut it Dan. I only have you. You only have me. We have to look out for each other and you cutting is not going to help that. Why did you start?"
"Because- well, it's embarrassing."
"Tell me." I demanded without even thinking about his feelings. I was mad at him. Too mad to care at this point.
"Because I'm not good enough for you. You tell me I'm all you have and I'm not god enough for you. Because I'm a little shit who was a mistake. Even my dad told me that, my ex too. Because I like you and I can't tell you that because I'm not good enough and you would just get a big let down if yo-" I stopped talking. I had just admitted, in my whole ramble, that I like Phil Lester. He, apparently noticed I said this, because he had a big blush across his face.
"You think your not good enough?" I nodded. "Oh on the contrary, Daniel Howell. You are perfect," he took my hand. " I like you for you. I like your natural hair and how you like black because of a specific reason I can't really understand," He chuckled. "I like how you laugh and how your dimple showed when you smile. You never could realize how your smile could light up a dim room. I like you for you, Dan. And I kinda like-like you too."
I was lost for words. Phil just admitted he liked me back. I didn't know how to react, but of course my face did. I felt it heat up to 100 degrees. Before I could even think of something to say, Phil decided how to act. He came closer to my face. I could feel his breath against my lips. He came closer until our lips collided. He grabbed my face. As I grabbed his hips. After what felt like not even a second, but in real life was probably about 2 minutes, he ended our heaven.
"I love you, Daniel Howell."
"I love you too, Phil Lester."
A/N
Hey guys, wow. Sorry this was so short. I'm trying to get this out ASAP because I won't be able to post for a while. and NO THIS IS NOT THE LAST CHAPTER!!! Tell me what you guys thought about this chapter and what I should do next.
