Baby~ [MinJoon AU]

▫ Three ▫

모든게 괜찮을거야 ...

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"I swear to god something is wrong with me."

Namjoon was now at the café. He was enjoying his one-hour breaktime with his good friend and the owner of the café.

"Hyung are you listening to me?"

"Huh? What?"

"Hyuuuuunnnggg..."

"Sorry sorry... 'M just really tired..."

Namjoon pulled a face.

"Okay okay. Now what is it again?"

Namjoon took a gulp of his water.

"Okay so, the other day I went to the store to buy groceries and shit and all of a sudden I just needed to buy a plushie and-"

"Isn't that normal? You've always liked cute things."

"Yea but then after that while I was going home I came across a dessert shop and I bought a lot of candy and some ice cream-"

"You love sweets. What's the big deal?"

"I know right? But then later that night Jimin took care of me-"

"TMI -"

"I did not say much!" Namjoon felt his face turn red. "Anyways, yeah he took care of me and he was loving me-"

"Joon calm down first okay?" Yoongi said softly.

Namjoon took deep breaths as he tried calming himself down from panicking. Why was this such a big deal? He knew whatever he did was quite normal, even Yoongi said so. So why did he feel like it was just wrong and weird?

"So Joon...what do you actually feel when you do this. Coz to me, everything about that seems normal."

Namjoon shifted in his seat slightly.

"Well, it feels weird. And wrong. Like I'm not supposed to do it but..."

"But?"

"I really enjoy them. It's like...being a kid all over again. Being carefree and happy. And when Jimin takes care of me- not take care, but like, makes sure I eat, and have enough sleep...y'know?"