Baby~ [MinJoon AU]

▫ Eighteen ▫

모든 당신의 결점을 수락...

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"Hyung... are you still mad?"

No response.

"I'm sorry okay? Taehyungie was so worried and it accidentally slipped – I'm really sorry..."

He could hear his heart beating in his ears when he was answered by silence.

It has been two days since the elder learnt that Tae had known about his regression when they met in the café. And Namjoon felt so...he didn't even know if there was a word for it.

It was a mix of betrayal, fear, sadness, anger; everything at once.

It had been hard for him to accept all these new changes at first, and he was an insecure piece of fruit and is still shy with Jimin, Jungkook and Yoongi, so having Taehyung know about this made him even more uneasy.

He could hear the sound of the door unlocking – Jimin's got the keys! – and he buried deeper into his blanket-and-pillow pile with his Ryan plushie being squeezed by him.

He didn't go to class today (it was only a subject so he didn't worry that much), scared that on the way to send Jimin, he would bump into Taehyung (it's normally only on Mondays but just in case if he ran into him in the café again), and he's got Yoongi to let him get a day off as well.

So yeah he was safe...until Jimin was next to him on the bed.

He felt the small and kind strokes on his back, an attempt to soothe him at the same time persuade him to get out of the cocoon and talk. 

Of course it was working.

"Please hyung? I'm really sorry."

He can't even fight the flutter in him when he heard how sorry and worried his boyfriend was.

He shuffled a bit in the cocoon – an effort to face the younger – and peeked out. Jimin was next to him, a worried pout on his face and a bowl and a glass of water on his bedside table.

"Hyung I'm really sorry! Please? You know how Taehyung is..."

He really knew how Taehyung is. That was how he met Jimin anyway. Tae persuaded him so much to "socialize", he calls it, which means "hang out with us" – he probably majors in sweet talking – and become friends with someone other than Yoongi. Thus, Jimin came into the picture.

He was grateful for that personality of the boy, but now, not so much. They were not that close to be considered good friends in the first place, just someone-you-meet-on-a-daily-basis-just-to-serve-their-lunch friends. It was like that until Jimin came, and since then they were good friends.

"Yeah...I do."

"So please forgive me? Pleeeeeaaaase?"

He sighed softly, totally weak for the pout, snuggling into the younger's side more and nuzzled the hand that was now caressing his hair. He somewhat felt important, being cared, when he thought just how Taehyung was really worried about him.

"Watchu made?" he nodded his head towards the bowl.

Jimin gave a quick glance before saying, "Porridge."

He was already against the headboard when Jimin got the bowl to feed him.

"I'm just...scared, you know?" he spoke up a few minutes later. "I'm starting to feel more comfortable with all- and it's still a bit foreign and- and Tae just found out and it makes me feel really uncomfortable-"

"Shh, shh." Jimin's arms were soon around him to calm him down; hands softly patting against the broad back of his boyfriend. "I understand. I'm sorry."

He took a few deep breaths to calm his racing heart, and got his arms around the younger to hug him back with his face nuzzled in the crook of the neck. "It's okay. I know you didn't mean it."

"Y-Yeah. I just thought- Tae really cares about you, you know? So I thought if I told him...you wouldn't mind...I wasn't thinking about how you would feel," he combed his fingers through the short strands, "I'm sorry."

Namjoon just nodded, feeling the safe warmth of his boyfriend surrounding him as they hugged a bit longer.

That night, Namjoon had opened more on his insecurities; about his relationship with others, worried that his "condition" would not only affect his relationships, but his boyfriend's as well.

And Jimin, being the loving boyfriend he was, kissed all his worries away, and settled him under his comforter as he worked his fingers and lips on his boyfriend's body as he rode him, marking him to make sure that Namjoon - and little Joonie - knows that no matter what happens, Jimin would always be there to hold him and love him.

He kissed till his own lips swell, just clearly enjoying giving the love as he heard those breathy sounds and groans made by his boyfriend. And when they both came, they shared a few sweet, lazy kisses, before snuggling back into the softness with tired eyes and satisfied smiles.

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