No, no, no, I haven't killed anyone. I swear to God I haven't kills single mosquito how could I kill a human.
help me out, I don't wanna be here.
These weird sketches, scribblings on the wall, those sedatives and tranquilizers and especially that wo...
Being in the home gym and working as a beast was something different, cooking food for myself was little terrible but I took tutorials how to be good at the cuisines. Driving was passion for me which soothes all neurons which were always in a mess. Appointments, meeting, projects were just like a food to me which always made me happy, yes I was one of the renowned and workaholic business who always wants his company to be at the top. No one could take the credit, its only I, me and myself who made this company at the top of all other companies, while others are struggling to chase for the same.
Standing in front of the huge window shield touching from roof to floor in my own cabin at 26th floor staring at the skyscrapers wasn't my habit, a billboard at the opposite building of my own made me to stare at it for long. Damn sure I wasn't blinking for a while, the picture of Suzanne with other guy in pose of cuddling each other made me shiver down my spine. My mood veered and the jealousy inside me was pretty crazy continue to gnaw my inside like a disease, sudden knock on the door made me glance at my hand which already turned in fist to murder someone as soon as possible.
"Sir! Deligates are here and your meeting is in next 15minutes". My PA Mrs. Rosy William informed me. At her 50s too she was very active, dealing with my all appointments, meetings, even my coffee also she used too place in my cabin. Exactly at 11:30 I was in meeting at conference hall with foreign deligates. Those lunatic ones were hard to tackle still I convinced them to finalize the deal. Hang out after office with Harry my only buddy was now a past, since he settled in Brazil.
Next morning I found my table without coffee which made me enquire about Mrs. Rosy as she was on leave due her high blood pressure, due to headache without coffee I couldn't concentrate on my work. After 15minutes via intercom one of my assistant informed someone is there to meet me, I asked them to have appointment, she replied Mrs rosy send someone. I replied her to let him come. Someone knocked the door and with my permission the door was slightly opened, a whispering sound made me alarmed who is she? I turned on my swivel chair to see, a petite frame with delicate fingers holding some files in it was standing in front of me in office dress. Her glistening face with emerald eyes, long hairs cascading upto her waist, stilletos of nearly 4inches made her a bit high and smile shone on her face was evident how happy she was to be here.
"Excuse me" I asked her " good morning sir, this Rachel, Rachel William, granddaughter of Rosy Williams " she replied. "I am here to help you out as a replacement of her for sometime". I relieved a sigh, she handed me her documents to glance how brilliant she was in her academics, but experienceless as she just completed her masters. "be seated miss.....? Miss....? " she replied " Rachel sir" yes miss Rachel.. I was on my phone talking to Mrs Williams about her and her keen interest for work in one of the firm like us, I hang up and continued to talk her about today's schedule. I called one of my assistant to assist her about work and usher her to the cabin where Mrs Williams used to work.
After half an hour I was so engrossed in my work a knock on my door jerked me, Rachel was there with my coffee, her tantalizing smile cause me off guard. "Sir! This is your refreshing and mind blowing coffee " she was about to turn to leave but stopped " sir you have appointment with Mr Murphy CEO of steal company at 10:45 followed by a lunch with him at 2:00, at 5:30 in evening your supposed to attend the party for fundraising". She excused herself to leave. I wondered how she managed to get into the routine of Mrs Williams within no time. I followed the schedule she designed for the day.
Days turned to week and week turned to months I appointed her as my personal assistant while Mrs Williams was retired due to her health issues. Rachel managed her office and her nona very well.
Working in gym every Sunday makes my weekend awesome. I was in the kitchen and got a call "good morning sir " I was worried why Rachel called so early in the morning.
"Good morning Rachel, hey what's up" I casually replied to her.
"sir you got a call from India, it's urgent" with thoughtful mind I replied "okay! I'll call back to India.
"Have a nice day sir" and she hung up the call. I immediately called and talked to one of my close friend Kabir and enquired about the condition there. Listening to him I just planned to take next flight as soon as possible to India.
In dawn I landed and was welcomed with warm hearted by Kabir. He hugged me, after ages we met. With his business and family he settled in Mumbai while I settled in New York.
On the way he thoroughly detailed panic attacks of my brother, one he ran away nearly six months ago. He was doing quite well suddenly the doctors encountered him again with panic attack.
"you know very well how much he needed you" he reminded me, as my brother was the only family left with me. Due to plane crash we lost our parents ten years back, and my brother got so disturbed due to this accident. He wasn't out of this trauma and addicted himself on drugs.
I reached the city in morning, reminiscing the moment I dashed to someone with same petite frame. I caught her and smelt her. It reminded of Suzanne, no no she can't be the one I hated.
Yes she Nandani, my Nandani the love of my life.
For a moment she was their in my embrace, it took a while for me to excess her face. She's so beautiful, half of her face clouded with hairs, still a divine beauty. With one eye she peeped and our eyes met.
It looked like she's the one who can make fall again in love, though I was betrayed and broken into zillions brutally still, theirs a commotion inside my system, she made me fall for her.
"Hey! Missing me"
I turned towards the cafeteria her compelling eyes took a hold of mine and with battering eye lashes she smiled. I stepped back and excused myself to leave.
With few steps ahead I turned again to catch some glimpse of her smiling face, she disappeared. I throw my glance here and there but....
As I shrugged my head making fool of me, I turned and she was there.
"you scared me nandani ". I whispered to her, she kept laughing. Keeping my hands on waist with smile as I turned to left than to front she disappeared.
I think I started hallucinating her. Raking my hands in hairs I moved steadily because at public place everyone noticed my stupidity.
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