"Liar"
I haven't thought about it in days
I'll never understand why I wasn't enough
but I guess it's okay
you turned me heartless again
when you promised me you wouldn't
first time crying since it even happened
guess I'm too fucked up
for you to even apologize
I hope she makes you happy
happier than you ever made me
You promised me a future
A promise you'd never keep
I think back to the old days
I remember when I was pretending to sleep
And you went to leave the room
And you kissed my head
"I love you"
Those 3 words
Will never mean shit
I'm so miserable
Alone in my room
I needed you
I needed comfort
I know you don't want a future
Especially with me
Sometimes thinking about you
Fills me with rage
And other times
I want to cry
I miss your touch
Your smell
Your smile
I remember when she showed me
All your baby pictures
And told me how she raised you
And how she knew you wouldn't hurt me
Thinking back on it now
All your friends told me
You were in love with me
You thought I was beautiful
Smart and funny and kind
I was the light of your life
But I guess the fire that burns inside of me
Is no longer yours
I've erased your name from my wrists
I loved you
Sky
Turning dark
The way your name did to me
I thought you weren't like the rest
We were so close
I felt so connected to you
I prayed it would last
A summer fling
Turned deadly
Sky
Skies are the only thing I stare at crying
Thinking of what
We could've been
