I have ruined myself for people who were not worth it
I sacrificed it all for people who did not deserve it
With falling in love with strangers
I lost who I am
Believing I found the one
I lost my freedom
Never again will I allow myself to stoop so low
To feel such guilt
From this day forward I put myself first
My mental health, my money, my happiness
My self acceptance
To find myself again
I can't be so negative
So toxic to myself
So cruel to myself
I'm so fucking hard on myself
For everything I've ever had, worn, felt or done
So this is for me
To be happy
To fall in love with myself
And the world again
Because I am good enough
And worthy of happiness
To feel alive
I am worth it
