I will never understand human beings
Is being committed seriously that difficult?
I want to give up
So fucking badly
I feel as if
I'm not worth it
I'm not pretty enough
Like I wasn't perfect enough
For you to stay
But you begged me to
How could you
Look me in the eyes
and tell me those words
Lies full of artwork
Where is the praise
The thank you I've needed
No apology, no remorse
Zero help from you
All my effort
Wasted away
I'm so fucking tired
So alone
I've given up
I've hidden away
I've been done trying
I'd rather die
Than put my trust into another unfaithful soul
I'm happy if you are
Know that I am
But dear god
Don't you dare tell me you want to try again
You still crave my soul
You're addicted to me
I find it funny honestly
If you can tell me these but turn around
And completely disregard your original point
You told me you'd always be here
So where are you?
You cut off all your friends
But I was closest
I know every single thing about you
Don't you dare
Think you can outrun me
Honey
You don't know fear
until I've seen your blood boil
