Days like these are the worst
Overthinking but my brain can't process it
My minds running in circles
It feels like I'm drowning
Like I'm walking through my thoughts
I feel like an art exhibit and everyone's glaring at me
But every single fucking person
Has their own interpretation of who I am
Who am I?
What will become of me?
I've been lost in my head all day
Pondering the same situations
Sometimes I feel like a living corpse
I don't want to be alive but I repeat the same days
I'm so mentally exhausted
I wish I could start over
But I know I can't
If only I could learn how
I've lost upmost everyone
People don't understand
Why I am the way I am
My anxiety is eating me alive
Now I can't say I'm a saint
I'm full of sin
But I never deserved a world full of hatred
Spiteful and petty
I'm surrounded by ideas
This rosary around my neck won't save me
My souls long gone
I'm not a devil child I promise you
Even if I worship a different ideal
I still am human
I don't kill or hurt
Harm nor break
But I'm not going to the rapture
I'll suffer and burn
I'll sit on Satan's fucking lap darling
"You look like you're going to a funeral"
So pray for me
I don't want to die by my own brain waves
