Chapter 8: "Can you ever forgive me??"
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-A familiar hand was in mine and I felt the the heat gone into my head.
After a long time, I finaly felt like the missing part came back to fulfil my heart-
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When we finaly came to the city where the mission woua 3 star hotel.
When we arivved in front of the nearest hotel we asked for the rooms and then my eyes caught a familiar faces. They were Shikamaru, Ino and Chouji. Tsubasa sensei was also with them. I went to their table in the cafeteria.
"Hi!!! What're you doing here??"
Ino smiled at me. Same was with sensei. Shikamaru was half-asleep and Chouji said hello with his mouths full of food. Sakura followed me, with an 'I-Give-Up-On-You' expression on her face.
"Naruto!? You coming? We have to check in-" Sakura again hugged me from behind and then turned me so I was looking at her.
"You can't allow yourself to slack off. Hi Ino, Tsubasa sensei!!!" She bowed.
"I'll catch up with you later. See ya!!!"
She waved and then pulled me to where Sasuke and Kakashi were waiting for us. Sasuke narrowed his eyebrow when he saw Sakura holding my hand.
"Where were you??"
I pointed to Ino with my finger. "Friends?!?"
Sakura nodded pointing out that she agree's with me. Sasuke shook his head.
"We only have 3 rooms. Naruto you're with me."
My eyes widened. Even thought he DID hold my hand not long ago, I think I would simply fall in deep depression if I was alone with him. Particularly at the mornings and eveningsa nd afternoons and-.
"WHY ME?!?! I can be with Sakura or Kakashi sensei. Why Sasuke??"
Sasuke looked at me a bit hurt, but he was hiding it well enough. I growled in front of me. I didn't want him to start crying as the first day of our "Togetherness".
"Ok, I'll be with this good-for-nothing idiot."
I put my hands behind my head and walked to our room. Before I stormed off Sakura gave me the room keys so I could see we were in room 32.
Our room was nothing special. I was happy when I saw two SEPARATED futoons. It was a real big relief. I put my backpack on the floor next to the futon that was far away from the window.
I hated windows 'cause once, a ninja attacked me when I was in some motel.
Soon after I laid down on the soft futon, Sasuke came in OUR room.
When I saw him I wanted to cry again in agony. I even thought that holding hands was just a dream. I wasn't sure about anything. I had to keep my tears inside so I incouraged myself with my own messed up words.
'I'm sure he does love me, but even if he doesn't love me it's ok. I need to have faith in him.'
I repeated it in my mind again and again. It acctualy helped for some time. I closed my eyes and listened to Sasuke also unpacking himself. I could hear slow breathing, walking and then it all went quiet.
I slowly opened my eyes just to see Sasuke above my face starring at me with a sorowful face. When I opened my eyes he didn't want to stop starring. And I kept my stare on him.
After some time he brushed my cheek with the back of his hand. His touch was... gentle. He brushed my cheak and that's when I realized that a tear escaped from my eye again.
"You said I shouldn't cry... I don't want you to cry either"
I blinked and another tear fell. I pulled Sasuke in a big love-needing hug.
He hugged me back and tapped my back gently again.
"So.. Naru-kun!? Why are you crying? I think you should tell ME instead of HER. I'm sure I can help your "Friend" much better. Whaddaya think??"
I pushed him away and then burried my head in his shirt that was already stained with the salt of my tears. I murmured my self-defence in his shirt."
''s yo' f''lt"
"Come again?"
I lifted my head and looked at him with my watery eyes.
"I said it's your fault."
I could see he wanted to shout at me, but he couldn't and he also couldn't go away even if I did let him go, so he only breathed out a cloud of warm eir. When I felt it on my skin, I closed my yes and smiled.
"It just is. Leave it at this. I'm glad you're back."
I placed myself in his lap. He seemed confused, but quickly came to like it and he started petting my hair. At every touch of his hand I somehow reacted. Once I hugged him tightly and other time I just murmured a little "Sasu kun..." or something else. Everytime I melt under his touch, I could feel an even gentler touch than the one before.
I couldn't take it any more so I sat up, looked at now surprised Sasuke and placed a soft kiss on his also soft lips. He gave in and kissed me back. I tilted my head to deepen the kiss, that I never ever wanted to end.
After some time Sasuke licked my lip and asked for entrance. Since I didn't want him to go to fast I slowly opened my mouths for him. We as soon as possible entertwined our tounges and the battle began. Sasuke won and I let him take the lead. He slowly put me on the floors with him on top. I also held his neck with one and his back with the other hand, just to be sure he won't runaway from me. We had to gasp for air. "Naruto I love you. I realy do. Sorry for making you sad."
I smiled and leaned on my hands so we were looking at each other only an inch away.
"I should be saying that."
I kissed him on his lips and then embraced him again..
"I love you, Sasuke Uchiha."
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