Chapter 16:
"A new problem following the worst dream"
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"Can I ask...Who are you??"
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It would be normal for a person in a same position as I was to start breathing fast. I didn't. I was breathing slower and slower with every moment. I starred at Sasuke and tryied to calm myself. After some time right before my heart stopped I opened my mouths and said the thing I never ever wanted to say. "My lover died!" Sasuke's arm fell from his cheasts and he starred at me with a face he gave me when he kissed me and then ran away the first day. When I saw him I somehow calmed myself and from no breathing at all I went to fast breathing and crying. "Don't cry." He wanted to hug me, but he didn't.*As expected from an UCHIHA.* That's what I would think if a certain Uchiha din't confess to me and shared the best moments of my life with me. I looked down and took a couple of deep breaths. Then I smiled and looked back at Sasuke. "Thanks for worrying." I ran of and at the turn where Sasuke and I shared our second kiss I jelled at him. "I'm Naruto!!! Naruto Uzumaki!!! Don't you dare forget that!!!"
I ran as fast as I could and since we did came back to our village I was thinking about going home. When I was at the doors and I slowly opened them. It was messed up again. "You realy know how to screw someone's life up..." I kicked some stuff off my way and fell on my bed. I hit my head and it hurt, but I didn't mind. I coconed myself on the bed and hugged my pillow. I cryied again. Even thought I just stopped I cryied once again. Soon after that, I fell asleep.
*Sasuke is with me and we're holding hands. Sasuke looks at me and he says something. I can't hear him. He keeps on moving his mouths, but I can't hear him. Suddenly he pulls his hand away from my grip. He runs away. "Sasuke!!! Where are you going?!?" -I'm lost, in a big city. On my left there's a big lake and a train station on my right. I'm on a big road. I look in front of my and I see Sasuke smiling to me. He spreads his arms to show he wants to hug me. I run to him. Just when I'm a step away from him a car drives at us and he pushes me away. Car hits him. "Sasuke!!!!! Noooooooo!!!!" I'm holding Sasuke in my hands. He's bleeding and he keeps saying something. He has a loving face, but his other organs are all broken and bleeding. Medics come to us and they take him away. I wanna go with Sasuke, but when I enter the ambulance car Sasuke glares at me and jells. "Go away!!! It's all your fault!!!! I dont wanna see you EVER AGAIN!!!!"...*
I woke up with my heart beating fast and skipping some beats. I was sweating and Sasuke's voice was repeating in my head.*I dont wanna see you EVER AGAIN!!!!*I don't wanna see you EVER AGAIN!!!!!* I held my head with my hands and shook it. "No!!! No!!!! Don't say that!!!!" My head hurt and Sasuke's voice hurt my heart. I thought I heard a knock. I listened to it, but I wasn't able to hear anything over the voice of my love saying he doesn't wanna see me. I heard a knock-a little louder than the one before-so I was sure I wasn't just daydreaming. I tryied to stand up, but my legs didn't support me. I collapsed. After a loud BUM Sakura enetered my room and ran to my side. "Naruto!!! You ok!?!" She helped me to get on my bed and she sat next to me. She held my hand. "Naruto you're ...shaking..." I realized I realy was shaking. My whole body was shaking and I was crying. That voice didn't leave my head and I cryied. "No!!!!! PLEASE DON'T!!!!" I shook my hurting head and the voice went quiet. I found Sakura starring at me. I sobbed a couple of times before she asked with a soft voice. "Naruto...You know Sasuke is ok. Right??" I wanted to jell at her that he's totally not ok 'cause he forgot all about me. He forgot about US. I knew she was trying her best to help me so I couldn't jell at her. "Yes, Sakura. Sasuke is ok. I know. We all know." I put on the best smile I could at the moment and she put on a smile too. "I came to inform you that Sasuke is looking all over the village for you." My eyes widened. "Realy??" She nodded. "Yeah. And I have to tell you that you're in charge of him." I noded not looking away from her with a pale face. "And why??" She sighed. "We know you're his boyfriend-" "That's not-" She put her finger on my mouths. "BUT he needs to recover and you're also his best friend." She removed her finger when I looked to my hands placed on my knees. "You mean WERE his boyfriend and WERE his friend...!?!" She shook her head and sat on her knees before me. "No...You WERE nad always WILL BE his best friend AND boyfriend." I smirked. "What makes you say something like that??" She smiled and whispered in my ear. "You never exualy broke up..." I lifted my head and she stood up smiling at me. She ran to the doors and smiled before she left. "Never forget that he said"Until death rip's us apart."Never forget that!!!" She waved her hand in a sign of goodbye and ran off. I could only smirk at her comment. "Yes he did, but the Sasuke who said that is dead. And he'll NEVER return." I went to the bathroom and washed off all the traices of me ever crying. "Sasuke I promise I'll never forget you. I promise."
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