Chapter 2: "Clearing things up is difficult"
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We separated for air, so I took the chance to glare at the person in front of me. HE was SASUKE. As soon as I saw him, I blushed.
"I'm sure that's not what Kakashi ment with saying "get along better". WHY THE HELL DID YOU KISS ME!?" I asked with a raised voice, blush probably still visible on my cheecks.
Sasuke covered his mouth with his hand and starred at me, a bright red blush all over his face too.Then he narrowed his look and I heard him sob. I didn't know what to do. When I touched his shoulder he glared at me, pushed away my hand and ran away from me. I still didn't know how to react, but decided that my past reaction probably wasn't the best of them all.
"Sasuke Uchiha!!! Come back here at once!!!" I jelled, but to no avail. It didn't help. He only ran faster than before.
With my shoulders slouched and look narrowed, I turned to my home and totally forgot about ramen.
While walking to my apartment, I lost track of time and while thinking about the past events, I held a hand over my mouth and blushed once again.
-end of flash back-
I liked it in some weird-gay-homo-stupid-like way. I'm sure it was because it was my first-acctualy second kiss with Sasuke and in general too. He somehow managed to put me in the right mood, but didn't help me with the end of it(AN*) and soon after the mood was gone.
It was diferrent from the kiss we had before. Before it was an accident. This time...it was an accident too...?! I guess so.
When I came home that night I only laid on my bed and thought about it. Never asking myself if I felt disgusted, 'cause I knew I didn't, but thinkng about his soft, pink lips instead. I wasn't thinking straight, and everything seemed blurred.
Why did he kiss me?
Was it an accident?
Was it just one of my illusions?
Was it a DREAM?
I guess he didn't hurt me that bad, but the fact that I don't know why he kissed me, hurts my heart. There are many things you can do to annoy me or make me angry. You can do anything even tease me and I won't show you that I'm hurt. I laugh and everyone thinks I'm OK. I never needed anyone to pitty me. I'm OK taking care of myself on my own.
It's not like me sitting quietly and "thinking" about irrational stuff with my irrational and messed up head.
I took my MP3 player and listened to the first song on my playlist. The song made me think about Sasuke again so I changed the channel. Unfortunately every other song remembered me about him again. I pulled my earphones away and threw my orange MP3 player into the wall on the other side of my apartment.
"I have to know". I quickly put on my hoodie and locked then doors. I ran towards the Uchiha mansion as fast as I could. When I arrived I took a deep breath and knocked on the doors...
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Author's Note:
(*)If you know what I mean, by "HELPING"
