Things Ive Written On My Life

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You know I'd love to just break to let someone in fully
But I can't I physically can't
For if I do I know I'll be gone
If that person gets scared and runs
I will be forever gone...
I'll leave this word and finally greet death
For he seems to be my only true friend
Instead of like life
Who paints a perfect picture throws you In and then you notice all the pain it takes for one stroke of the painting
Soon feeling every stroke at random
While death caresses you
Soothes you with darkness and the truth
Then he's holding you telling you that you don't need to feel anymore
That it's all over
No more pain
No more lies
No more guilt
No more remorse
In his hands all there is
Is him and you nothing else
Even memories become forgotten
For they are but yet a mortal privilege
So I'll stay with never breaking till the day I meet death
For he may be the only one that will see everything I've ever done and still hug me saying it's ok now everything has ended
No more will you have to see this life.
Only then can I forever let go of anxiety and paranoia
Only then can I truly smile