vii. absolution

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a poem...finally! no explanation for poems that are finished, i want people to get it themselves. but this one is a rather strange piece, and it's actually quite unfinished - i don't know how to end it. openings are my killer lines, but the endings always stump me. 

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i chase absolution 

with emptied coffee cups saturated in 

the aroma of too much frothy milk 

and the piles of torn flaky paper on my desk 

heap up slowly, haphazardly.

it's a crime scene, one of my nervous tics. 


mornings are rushed - i burrow in and out of

train stations like an embarrassed beaver. 

head down, briefcase up. 

it's not like i have guilt plastered over my cheeks

or a warning label slapped 

in crimson

on my forehead. 

the work-bells chime so reluctantly and i 

sleep in my cubicle, eyelids fluttering 

spick-span and tidied with memos in place. 

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a.n. yes it's not the end yet but i don't know what the last line(s) should be about. 

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