'I Feel More Alive When I'm Dead' (Discontinued)

❣ ( 6°)

It's my big day, Saturday day, Yoongj thought as he and his mother are eating breakfast, today is the day he was going on his first date with his mochi Jimin, he woke up early just to practice what he would say, but he felt so confident.

Now he was going to call the number that he always imagine he would text but didn't have the courage.

"Oh hey Yoongi-Hyung y-you ready to go on our date" Jimin giggled on the other line. To Yoongi (and Army's) it was the cutest sound he has ever heard, "yeah I'm ready, I'm going to pick you up at 7:30, to go to creamy's cafe", Yoongi said with a goofy smile, "ok see you at 8:30" Jimin hung up the phone, and Yoongi looked at the clock, it was 7:56.

"Well someone is happy today" Yoongi's mom smiled "I am today is my-" Yoongi was interrupted by a sudden pain or thirst in his throat, he heald his throat and quickly got up and went to the sink.

As he was walking to the sink, the more he tried to swallow his saliva, the more his throat was in pain.

He got a cup of water which helped him, why do I keep craving that drink tae give me, was it drugged? cause I want it, i want more, Yoongi's eyes turned red unknowingly, and he could smell a strong scent coming from his mother, which he chose to ignore, "are you ok sweetie?" Yoongi's step mom asked concerned laced her voice.

"Yeah, just got lightheaded for a second" Yoongi said.

But little did he know he wouldn't be able to ignore that strong sent longer.

"Oh and extra whipped cream please" Jimin named his order and looked at Yoongi. "I'll have the same as his" Yoongi said smiling at Jimin, "ok is that all for you folks" The guy taking their orders asked, "umm yeah that's all thanks" Jimin said while sitting right across from his date.

"What made you finally ask me out" Jimin asked shyly breaking the silence. "Well I had a crush on you as you know and I wanted to get to know you more, so tell me about you, Jimin" Yoongi admitted while looking fondly at the blond in front of him. "Well there's not much to tell, I'm just a shy boy living with his grandpa while trying to get his life together", Jimin said, "I think were all trying to get our-", Yoongi was interrupted by a squeal, "Mommy mommy!! Look at that guys eye's it's so weird!" The little girl yelled.

"Sweetie don't point I'm sure they're just contact lenses" The mother said and suddenly eye's were on Jimin and Yoongi, Yoongi just ignored it cause he was really focus on one thing, but Jimin couldn't help but listen to the whispers, but ignored it.

The date went smoothly other than the little incident, they were now walking along side a pond and they saw a bench so they went and took a sit.

"Wow I never knew you played the piano Hyung" Jimin said while looking at the pond, it was now the afternoon and the sun was out up high, and the surface of the pond was glistening, "yeah my step dad sighed me up for it, and I really like playing it" Yoongi said.

Suddenly Yoongi felt really weak and his thirst and hunger is back, "J-jimin" Yoongi said he could hear his heart beat again, he was confused about that, he is leaning closer to the boy next to him "what is it are you ok?" Jimin asked fluttered of how little the space they have between them, "I can hear how fast your heart is beating right now" Yoongi whispered near Jimin's ears, "S-stop teasing" Jimin blushed, and playfully hit Yoongi's chest, Yoongi just chuckled.