Why I hate him

4th Reason

It's Sunday, I tried so hard to bury the last nights event, I texted Chris-Senpai, yes I have he's phone number, anyway I texted him and said that I'm going out, he said ok and told me to tell it to my teammates or the coach, to be sure, so I did, after that I texted now, my closest friend, Akiko, yes, we're in first name basis

Eijun
Hey!

Akiko
Finally!
I thought you wouldn't text
I look like a fool always staring at my phone
My teammates are looking at me weirdly
Hell, coach almost confiscate my phone

I giggled unconsciously making anyone who heard either look at me with a surprised smile or a questioning look, I unconsciously blush and just continue texting Akiko

Eijun
I think about what you said yesterday...

Akiko
Yes....
Go on...

Eijun
I...
I want to...

Akiko
You want to... What?

Eijun
I want to try and see if
If I would want to be at your team

I'm so nervous, what if he change his mind?, what if he's teammates didn't want me?, 5 minutes have passed and I already lose hope, Of course they wouldn't want me, I mean even my teammates didn't want me

But then my phone light up

Akiko
Sorry...

I'm right, they didn't want me, I smile a sad smile, but then my phone light up again

Akiko
Do a little victory dance
Got a little bit excited that I forgot to reply
Be ready at 5 minutes
I'll pick you up at the shop where we ate at

I get ready and head out at the "Steak Shop", hmm~ STEAK!, When I arrive there, I was just about to sit down when I saw Akiko, I wave at him and he smiles, then grab me by my elbow and drag me out, made me sit at the passenger seat, slam the door shut and go to his side of the car, then drove, all the while smiling like an idiot

But hey!, I won't complain, he's not the only one, we chat for soooo long, but I didn't mind, at all, I look outside and smile, a sad smile, why?, because of the thought that ran inside my mind

"I hate Miyuki because...... He doesn't want to be close to me"

With this thought, I fall asleep