Daneen.. Her LOVE Story

This was it... or ??

Daneen's POV

D̶e̶a̶r̶ ̶Z̶a̶k̶y̶,̶ ̶I̶ ̶a̶m̶ ̶s̶o̶r̶r̶y̶ ̶t̶h̶a̶t̶ ̶i̶t̶ ̶h̶a̶s̶ ̶t̶o̶ ̶b̶e̶ ̶t̶h̶i̶s̶ ̶w̶a̶y̶

D̶e̶a̶r̶ ̶Z̶a̶k̶y̶,̶ ̶I̶ ̶w̶a̶n̶t̶ ̶y̶o̶u̶ ̶t̶o̶ ̶b̶e̶ ̶h̶a̶p̶p̶y̶ ̶i̶n̶ ̶y̶o̶u̶r̶ ̶l̶i̶f̶e̶ ̶t̶h̶a̶t̶'̶s̶ ̶w̶h̶y̶ ̶I̶'̶m̶ ̶l̶e̶a̶v̶i̶n̶g̶ ̶

Nothing makes sense so i wrote the final words

I am sorry for everything
                               Daneen...

I wanted to tell him how it's killing me to go away from him, but I figured that it was for the best. We weren't meant for each other. He had a life here and I just ruined everything. He loved someone and I was just a nobody.

You were a nobody.... really... have you forgotten his promises and love declaration..

My mind was clouding me with all the sweet moments we had. But I didn't want to be weak again. I have decided to go and leave him here. He can have whoever he wants in his life. Even the thought of him with somebody else is, painful.

Who said life is easy.... I thought and finished packing. I folded that paper and hid it in his laptop.

I looked around to memorise this room, opened his wardrobe and touched his clothing (silly I know but I did it anyway) and without thinking I took his T-shirt and kept it in my bag  (again don't ask me, why I did that) I was sitting on our bed when he entered. I didn't look in his direction, I couldn't look in his direction, if I l stole a single glance, I won't be able to go.

Zaky please don't let me go. Stop me.. please stop me....

He didn't say anything. He just picked up my bags and went down. And just like that my last hope died.....

Our way to the airport was silent. I was remembering the time when I was going to his home and now I'm going from his life.. in just a year or it has been less than a year, I don't know. .. I had no idea about the time and place.. we both were avoiding each other..

Khala didn't come with us. She said she will call me daily and asked me to come back soon. I just smiled and hugged her tightly. I had the best in-laws and I love them. May be I didn't tell her how much I love her but I tried to show her through my hug. A single tear escaped my eye and I wiped it before anyone can see that.

We reached the airport and Zaky started doing things, like getting the trolley, loading my bags. Without speaking a word to me.

That desperate to get rid of me... huh

I stayed silent and watched him the whole time. He was acting like a robot... may be we both have become robots with no emotions and feelings at all. I followed him and he handed me my ticket and passport.

"Will you be okay?" Finallyyy some words from him.

"Yes." What was the point of saying no.

"Good bye then." He said

"Allah Hafiz" I said and turned around. One more minute and I will be begging from him to take me home.

I was walking towards my destination when he called me again...

My heart stopped and I slowly turned.. before I knew it he crashed me with his hands and what was he doing.

He hugged me tightly and before my mind could react. He let go and was goneee...

Ohh God... what was that. What should that mean...

I stood there for a long ten minutes, confused and perplexed, I made my way towards my decison..

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So what do you think about these two love birds??????
What will happen next.. do you think this is the end. At first i thought I should end it here but now I am confused... what do you guys want ????

I know it's short... i know I take wayyy too long to write.. but trust me I try

Thanks a lot for all those who asked about me. I am fine but life is busy. And when you have a little one who doesn't let you do anything it becomes harder (kiding).. It seems so silly to give you stupid explanations but trust me my daughter is a night owl (just like her mother) and making her sleep makes me to exhausted to do anything ;)