The Horrifying Truth

Do You Really Still Care?

Don't be fooled by the mask I create
For it is a lie, a beautiful one too
Underneath that filthy mask
Isn't a calm and happy face
There is nothing but sadness and anger that fills my heart with what will be hatred and despair

I don't want you to help me
I would rather die in peace
Wipe those tears away from your disgusting face so that my heart can feed off your sadness.. I don't care if you're sad since you never cared about me... Right?

I ask myself the same question over and over again wondering if you really cared about me the whole time, but why would you? I ruined your life  just a few minutes ago and you still stick by my side like a disgusting worm... Do you really care about me..?

So let me ask you this and I won't give you a chance to breathe just tell me this one thing and I hope you give me a straight answer you rat...
You'll realize what a mess I am, however it doesn't matter now..
Tell me this you rotten piece of shit

Do you really care about me?!