Roses

Chapter 9-day 8

   Chad

I roll over to see if red is still asleep

And she was

God she looks so beautiful in her sleep

Why does she have to be so perfect?

And why do I have to be so stupid

I let a perfect girl slip away from me like it was nothing

All because I wanted to go get drunk with my friends

Why did I have to cheat on her?

Why couldn't I just have said no to everything?

Why couldn't I just have stayed at her house with her liked she asked me two?

And for her to forgive me and to go back to being my bestfriend after all the shit I put her threw

She should be hating me right now

But instead I'm in her bed sleeping next to her like none of that happened

Flashback

"Chad" she stomps her feet "why can't you just stay home with me"

"Why can't you just come with me" I argue "it will be fun

"No, you know I don't do partys"she walks away "but have fun"

"Hey" I say grabbing her "I'll be back by 11, I'm only going to hang out with a few friends"

" Okay, but don't be late" she says kissing me " I love you"

"I love you to red"

FaStFoRwArD
Rose Point of view

"Hey babe, it's 12:30, just wanted to see if you were okay, if you went home from that party it's totally fine I just want to know that your okay,give me a call please" thats the third voice mail I left chad, I just hope he's alright

Right when I was about to give up and go to bed I got a text message from an unknown number

And guess what it was a video of

Yup

My chad

And he's making out with some random whore

You ever had that feeling, It feels as if you've fallen into a cactus, and your heart has been punctured a million times over by tiny pins. It stings at first, but now it feels as if your numb—not even slightly painful, just numb. You are not bleeding, but you know after you slowly start to pull these foreign objects out, one by one, the blood will come gushing out.

That's exactly how I feel right now

I instantly texted chad to let him know that we're over but then I get a knock at the door

"Oh hey Justin?" Which comes out sounding more like a question

Justin is chads cousin who for some he's always been like.......obsessed with me

"Hey beautiful" he winks which makes me blush

What can I say he's hot

"What are you doing here, you live 4 hours away" it's not that I mind, I just want to know

"Well if you must know" he gives me a devilish smirk " I was at a party with my cousin, you know chad right"

I was ready to answer but he cut me off

"Oh yeah, he's you boyfriend"

"Well, no not any more" I frown

"Did you see that video I sent you" he gives me that devilish smirk again

"Yeah...... wait, you sent me that video" why do I sound shocked, that seem exactly like something Justin would do, he can't let anyone around him have a happy relationship. Knowing Justin he probably put a gun to his head and made chad do it

"Yes baby" he says walking up to me shutting the door behind us. He walks so close to me he ends up backing me into a wall making my heart skip beats

"What's wrong rose, do I make you nervous" he moves his mouth close to mine. We stood there for what seems like forever

"Justin what are you-"

I say but get cut off by him shushing me

His lips brush mine. Not innocently, like a tease but hot, fiery, passionate and demanding. I want to pull away before I lose myself but I can't seem to...In this minty moment, my senses have been seduced and I can no longer think straight. "Rose" he whispers slowly, prolonging each letter as if to savor them. I smile, my heart fluttering at his voice as I clasp my hands on either side of his face. Never before has my name ever felt so wonderful a one, I think, as I lean in for another

Then I hear the sound of a door opening

"Red" someone shouts and I pull away from Justin

"Chad?" I yell

"What the hell are you doing, and with my cousin" he walks up to Justin and swings at him but ends up punching himself in the face

How if they even possible

"Dude your drunk" Justin says to chad

"No your drunk" chad says and falls on the ground closing his eyes, I almost thought he was sleep until he starts struggling to get up

"Dude, it's time to go home" Justin says picking up chad

"I can't hear you, it's to dark in here" chad says with his eyes still closed

"O.......Kay" Justin says before walking over to me and peeking my lips " I'm here for a week so if you what to meet up to i don't know, finish what we started" but I cut him off

"Look Justin, your cool and all but I literally just got out of a relationship so I need some space right now"

But instead of Justin saying "ok thats fine" or "I'll wait for you" he looks me up and down in disgust and walks out the door

End of flashback