Roses

Chapter 14

"Justin! We're are we going" i squeal as he quickly pulls out of my drive way

"That's non of your concern!" He shouts at me

"It is my concern!" I yell "this is my life now" I say lower then attended

Justin takes a minute before speaking again

"It doesn't matter where we're going, all that matters is that your mine now" he says sternly "and don't even try to escape or I won't hesitate to kill your pathetic little friends"

Tears start to form in my eyes as I soon come to the realization that this is my new life

No more Chad

No more Jax

I start to cry harder as I think of how my parents would feel when they found out I've

They'll probably be devastated

"Please don't cry baby" Justin reaches for my hand that was currently on the arm rest before I yank it away

"Please" I sob into my hand "Please don't touch me"

Justin doesn't say or do anything after that

For the rest of the ride he tried to make small talk with me, and asking me was I hungry but I just ignored him

I almost went a whole two hours without saying a word to Justin before he randomly pulls out the side of the road

I panic and look around to search for any cars near buy but I found none

Was this it! Is this how I'm going to die

As if Justin read my mind he then spoke

"I won't hurt you rose, I promise" just whisper and for some reason his words made me calm down slightly

"I hope you know I only did this for you" he starts "I only ever wanted you and the only way you would want me back if you were away from Chad. He's the reason you never gave me a chance" his whole expression turns mad as he brings up Chads name

I stay silent not knowing what else to say. What can I say I was scared, if Justin wanted to he could kill me and drop me off the side of the road and no one would ever notice

"I love you rose" Justin then says staring me deep in my eyes "I really fucking do"

Justin then unbuckles his seat belt and leans over to me

Soon I felt his lips on mine

I felt disgusted and violated. I immediately squeezed my mouth shut denying him

He places his hand behind my head and grabs a fist full of my hair

"Make this easer on yourself and open you're mouth" he say through gritted teeth before going back to kissing me

This time Justin bit down on my lip really hard which caused me to wimpier

As soon as I opened my mouth Justin took the chance to suck my tongue into his mouth causing him to moan

"I want you rose" he whispers against my lips

I panic at his words. He said he wants me, does that mean he'll rape me?

Tears form in my eyes at the thought of looking my virginity by being raped

Justin wipes the tears from my eyes

"I won't rape you rose, I won't have you unless you want me" he places my head on his cheat while placing kisses on my forehead "when I said I loved you I wasn't lying, I would never hurt you let alone rape you"

I don't know why but I feel myself slowly stop crying and nod in his chest

Justin soon pulls away from me starting the engine again

For some reason as soon as he pulled away from me I felt cold

I shake my head as the thought of me missing his fills my head

I try to remind myself that he caught me at a weak moment, that the person I truly love is gone and I'll never see him again

I try my best to hold my tears back. If I don't think about Chad then I won't be sad

I just need to focus on how I'm going to try to get home

Because I'm going home

Justin must be crazy if he thinks I'm not going to try to escape

The only thing is I need to try to figure out We're He's taking me