Heart racing
Hands shaky
Tracing the outline
Of a body
Far too big
Far too wrong
Far too ugly and tarnished
To be loved
Fingers down
My swollen throat
Pressing further
Begging for more
Hands tightening
Around your small
Sharp
Edges
Hands steady
Pushing down
Releasing the pressure
And the pain
All the feelings
That are confused
And compressed
That has never left my tongue
I'm sorry
But my heart is heavy
And my lungs strained
I can't take pressure anymore
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Shit poems, by a shit person
Poesía~~~~~ Some of these poems are old, some are new. Trigger warning for some of them. ~~~~ Poems labeled with "x, xx, "etc. is just because I have no idea what to name them. Deal with it. ~~~~~ I use this to cope/ express how I'm feeling and stuff