I wake up the next moring in my own bed at my mom's and it kinda felt good being here in a empty house with no sound or anyone tell me what to do
I get out of bed and head to the music room and go to the piano and start playing random songs and singing
I come out of the music room and down to the kitchen and go to the alcohol cabinet grabbing all of it and then the medical cabinet grabbing the pills and going to the sofa and start taking the pills and drinking and it will go away
Tegan: I'll see u soon dad
I carry on taking evey thing and start crying
I've had evey last pill and drop of alcohol
I then lay down on the sofa letting evey thing do it's stuff
I grab my phone from my side and text Christan
Tegan : I love u all ways rember that
I then turn my phone off
I start to feel sleepy so I close my eyes and fall asleep
Christan pov
Christan : she messaged me
Jonah ; what did she say
Christan: she loves me and she want me to rember that she's doing something stupid where is she
Corbyn: I don't we cheaked everywhere
Daniel : why would she do something stupid we talked about this yesterday and always talk about it
Christan : I don't know
Jack,: it's time to call the police
I call the police and there on there way to mine so we head there
We get in and I keep looking at the message she sent
I love u always rember that
What if I'm to late
What if she's gone already
Christan : what if were to late and she's gone
Cornyn : don't say that she's gonna be fine
Christan : what if she's not she might be at the bottom of a the sea or a lake for all we know
Jonah : shut up she won't be
Christan : what else can i think she said she loves me and I should rember that
The door then goes and I quickly get up and answer it
Officer: so what's happend
We sit down and explain
Liam: ok I'll get people to search for her and I'll see if we can track her phone
Christan : u need to find her she's my bestfriend my evey thing
Liam : we will do evey thing we can
And he leaves and we go back out and start look again everywhere we could think of we call hospital in the area that she could of been taken to but nothing
This a fucking joke
Then someone's phone goes off
Jonah : hi
Jonah : WHAT IM ON MY WAY HAVE U CALLED AN AMBULANCE
Jonah: good were be right there
He hangs up
Jonah : we need to go my dad got out of hospital and went back to Lilys and found her
Christan : let's go now
We all get back in the car a d drive there and we run into the house seeming tim doing cpr
Jonah : the ambulance aren't here yet this a joke
Tim: I know
He carrys on doing cpr until the ambulance people show up and take her to hospital still not breathing and we head there
