Lena: wake up
I open my eyes and see Lena
Lena: how do u feel
Tegan: scared I'm just so sorry I didn't exspet any of this to happen
Lena: it's fine
Tegan: how's Ivan
Lena: he can't move but he's more worried about u
Tegan: I'm worried about him
Lena: max told me
Tegan : have the doctors said anything else
Lena: they just said things are gonna get worst
She starts crying and it just makes me want to
Tegan: can u call someone for me
Lena: Yh
Tegan: if get my phone and call Jonah and I'll speak to him
Lena:ok
She dose as I said
Jonah : where are u were really worried about u
Tegan: come to the hospital just know I'm so sorry
Jonah : did u try hurt yourself again
Tegan: no I didn't I swear just please get here
Jonah : we're be there
He hangs up
Tegan: go be with Ivan I want to be on my own for a sec
Lena: I'm not leaving u alone knowing things can get worse
Tegan : please
Lena: no it's not happening
After about 25 minutes Eveyone shows up and starts hugging me
Jonah : what happend
Tegan: u know when I was high
Christan: Yh
Tegan: well it turns out it wasent just weed it was a load of crushed up drugs and they can do anything because if I take anything else it will attack my heart but things are gonna get worse mean ajs already dead
Jonah : what do u mean worse
Tegan: I could just die
Jonah : no
Christan : I can't lose u I can't
Tegan: when it happens it happens
Lena: no it will not happen I'm not losing u or Ivan
Gabbie : we're not losing u
Christan : no u and Ivan are gonna be fine
Tegan: I want to see Ivan
Lena: I'll go see of a doctor can move u in there or him in here just so I know your both together
Tegan: ok
Daniel : I can't belive this
Jack : I'm so sorry for evey thing we ever done to u
Tegan: I've forgot about it it's all in the past all I care about is now is spending time with my best friends and my family
Zach: family
Tegan: Lenas my mum max is my dad bry is my sister and Ivan my brother
Jonah : what
Tegan: I was adopted by Pete and Lily but I don't want to talk about
Lena: there bring Ivan into here
Tegan: good
Lena: I'll go tell Ivan
Tegan : ok
I wait about 5 minutes until ivans bed gets moved back to mine
Tegan: how do u feel
Ivan: scared but I'm worried about u
Tegan: I'm worried about u so much in just sorry about aj
Ivan: me to
Bry: I love u guys
Tegan: I love u to
Ivan: me to I'm just happy were here together all of us a family
Lena: I am to
We all stay there for a bit until Jonah kisses me
Jonah : I love u always rember that
Tegan: don't cry please non of u
Christan : sorry but my bestfriend of 13 years is in hospital not know if she's gonna be ok
Corbyn : once u get better how about we all go on holiday somewhere really sunny and nice because I rember one time u said u love the sun the ocean
Tegan: sounds amzing but one place I really want to go is austrilla
Daniel : it's really nice over there u will love it
Tegan: I know I will
Ivan: we've been there it beautiful sunny the beaches are nice
Tegan: good
I lay there and I start to feel worse but I act normal
Tegan : can anyther hug from Eveyone
They all hug me and Jonah's last to hug me and he kisses my head
Tegan: I love u all so much
Jonah : I love u to i always have
I slowly start closing my eyes
