Living With Bikers

Chapter 15

*3 months later*

It's 1 in the afternoon, that's me just woke up since Scar stayed over at her friends last night, and Carlos is away to Vegas with the club since they have business to attend there. I get out of bed then walked into the bathroom went under the sink where I took out a pregnancy test, I took the test before leaving it on a bit of toilet paper at the edge of the bath, and then walked downstairs. I went into the kitchen to make myself coffee, while making the coffee I thought about how Carlos will react if I am since we haven't really spoke about having children, and went into the bathroom to look at the test. I'm really nervous too look at the test but I look at it anyway, it has two pink lines which means positive, and I just keep staring at the test having mixed emotions on how to feel. 

I went into my room laid on my bed while scrolling through Netflix trying to find something to watch, the front door opens then closes then I hear little footsteps running up the stairs, and then Scar comes into my room with a smile on her face which makes me smile. Scar sat on my bed while laying next to me so I put 'Nailed It' on Netflix, Scar and I were watching that until my phone started ringing it was Carlos video calling me so I answered it. 

*Video Call*

"Hey princess. Are you just up?" Carlos asks me with a confused look.  

"Hey babe. No I have been up for at least 20 minutes" I tell him while smiling.

"DAD!" Scarlet shouts excitedly while laughing.

"Hey Scar. Did you have fun at your sleepover?" Carlos asked her while laughing as well.  

"Yeah. We made cookies" Scarlet says while watching the t.v. 

"Okay. That's good sweetie, and I just called to see how you both are" Carlos tells me while looking at one of the members next to him. 

"Yeah we are good. How are you?" I say/question him at the same time. 

"I'm good to princess but I'm missing you loads though" Carlos tells me with a sad look. 

"You will be home in a few hours though right?" I ask since he was only supposed to be gone for a few hours. 

"Yeah we will be leaving about an hour" he says while smiling brightly. 

"Okay" I say while smiling back at him. 

"I'm going now princess" Carlos tells with a sad look. 

"Oh okay I'll see you later" I say. 

The call ends which makes me sad, I know I get to see him in few hours but I hate waiting since I want to hug him the now, and I look at Scar who is starting to fall asleep. I turn off the t.v then put Scar on the side of the bed that Carlos sleeps on, I lay down on my side of the bed before closing my eyes, and drift off to sleep as well. When I wake back up it's nearly 4 pm,  I decide to get up so I can make dinner for Scar, and I since I don't know what time Carlos will be home at. I make Tacos as that's what I want to eat, when I finish making dinner I go upstairs to wake Scarlet up, and I walk into my room to see that she was already up. Scar was sitting on my bed playing with her dolls, and she smiles at me when she notices me. 

"Dinner is ready" I tell her with a smile. 

"Okay" Scarlet says while getting off the bed. 

We went downstairs to the kitchen table to eat our tacos, when we finish eating I do the dishes as Scarlet goes for a bath, and I'm almost done doing the dishes when the front door opens then shuts. I dry my hands on the dish towel before walking into the living room to see Carlos sitting on the couch with four club members that made me sigh slightly but I  walk over to Carlos, he was to busy talking to even notice me which made me sad so instead of going to see Carlos I go upstairs, and see if Scar has her pjs on yet.  

I knock on her bedroom door, Scarlet opens her bedroom door she is wearing her fluffy piglet pjs, and I take her hairbrush so that I can brush her hair. After I brush her hair Scarlet wants to go downstairs, we go downstairs to see that Carlos was the only one in the living room, and Scarlet walks up to Carlos then gave him a hug. Carlos sits Scar on his knee while giving her a hug then he looks towards me he smiles, I gave him a small smile back which makes Carlos look at me with a confused look, and Carlos's phone rings but he ignores it so I guess the person must not be that important. I walk into the kitchen to make coffee, I also make Carlos one as well, and I walk into the living room with the cups. 

I give Carlos his cup then sit down next to him on the couch, Carlos puts Scar on the chair so that he can drink his coffee without worrying about spilling it on Scarlet, and Scarlet looks at me then to Carlos. 

"Mum. I am going upstairs to play" Scarlet tells me. 

"Okay but don't make any mess since it's bed time soon" I say to her, and she nods at me. 

Scarlet walks out the living room, Carlos goes on his phone then begins texting someone, and I just go on my phone scrolling through social media. I look at Carlos a few times but he's to focused on the person he's texting so I finish drinking my coffee, then wash the cup before going upstairs to my room, and I laid down on my bed while watching Netflix since I was bored. I was half way through watching 'Still Game' when Carlos walks into the room, he got stripped down to his boxers then got into bed, and I looked at him but this time he was already looking at me. 

"What's wrong with you?" Carlos asks me with a frown. 

"Nothing I'm just tired" I tell him with a smile. 

"Okay. Am I going to get a cuddle?" Carlos questions me, and I nod at him. 

I move closer to him then he wraps his arms around me which makes me feel better, I look at Carlos to notice his eyes are shut well he must be tired since he has been really busy all day, and Carlos opens his eyes before kissing me which makes me automatically kiss him back then we pull away from the kiss. 

"Carlos" I say in a soft voice. 

"Yeah?" Carlos questions me. 

"How would you feel about having a baby?" I ask him while looking at his tattooed arm. 

"Do you mean as in now or in the future?" Carlos asks me with a confused look. 

"As in now" I tell him, and Carlos sighed. 

"I don't think that now is a good time since I'm always away traveling with the club, Scarlet she's still young, and I do want a baby our own baby but in the future" Carlos tells me which makes me sad. 

"Oh okay" I say with a fake smile. 

"Just because I don't want a baby right now doesn't mean I don't love you" Carlos says while smiling at me. 

"I know" I tell him while moving on my side to face the t.v

I feel Carlos unwrapping his arms from me, he sighs but stays in bed while I lay thinking about what I'm going to do since I want this baby, and Carlos doesn't which makes me want to cry.