Simply M O O D

Hhnn... (Might be unsettling!!!)

I'm scared.

I have a very overactive imagination that scares me constantly, actually.
Whenever I close my eyes, I usually see something staring back at ne.
I know, it's some weird shit that's actually my own eyes, but it still terrifies me.
I also get a gut clenching feeling every time I'm afraid of something.

Recently found out I absolutely hate insects.
I can just... feel the several little legs, crawling over me.
I feel the multiple beady eyes staring at me, waiting for the day I'm finally dead, so they can tear at my rotting corpse.
When anything had mandibles, I hate them with a passion.

This is a great vent hehehe

Spiders.
I actually tolerate them, as long as they're really small and don't bite.
Fuck outta here with tarantulas. Nonononono.
A thousand times no.

Walking into spiderwebs sucks, case closed.

I'm always afraid someone will break in and kill my friends, family, or just me.
They'll laugh, then take any valuables left behind.

I'm very insecure. What if I look like what I currently look like forever? I hate it. I'm always thinking it'll change, but what if it doesn't?

I hate pills. Like, sure, it's all fun taking them, but I realized how many there's been in my life. Too much.
The idea of a pill dissolving in my mouth also terrifies me.

AAAAAAAA
I'm fucking crying

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