BTS Imagines

J-Hope

HEY GUYS I AM SO SORRY FOR NOT UPDATING IN LIKE ALMOST A MONTH OMG ISTG THAT DUDE LEGIT DESTROYED MY CREATIVITY LEVELS :(.

This chapter is gonna be quite sad? cuz i really feel like ranting things out so i decided to use it into a story bcuz NOT EVERYTHING IS ALL SWEET AND SUGARY :( this will honestly be base on my own experience HAHA
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You sat on your bed, staring at the last message that Hoseok sent you. It was just an "OKAY BYE!"

Hoseok would usually reply you super quickly and send a lot of "I love you!" to you. The two of you have already been a couple for a month already.

It had already been 15 hours since his last text and you stare at it worryingly. What was Hoseok even doing?

You exited the app with a sigh and went on Instagram. The first post on your feed was a message conversation and it was posted by your closest friend.

In the caption, it said "Aish, what is wrong with this boy?" And in the comments, you saw Hoseok replying, ":))". The reply was only 10 minutes ago and he has not replied you for freaking 15 hours.

He even still had the guts to even message others for like the past 15 hours without even looking or opening your god darn message.

You sighed and looked at the time. "11:43pm". You had school the next day so you decided to wait until the next morning to see if he had replied you.
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It was already 7:00, and you were on the bus, heading to school. No message from Hoseok AT ALL.

You chewed on your lips and stared out of the window, wondering what the heck did you did wrong.

When you arrived in school, you saw him interacting with his friends while he was on his phone. So this god darn time when he was on his phone, he did not even bother to reply you?

You just walked pass him, as you powered off your phone as you do not want to be reminded that Hoseok had not replied you if you looked at your phone.

School was ending in 2 hours time, and at every break, you could see Hoseok using his phone, either texting someone or playing some stupid games. You wanted to walk up to him and ask why wasn't he replying you, but you didn't want to create a scene so you just kept quiet.

"HEY HEY, Y/N!" Someone called out. You turned around and saw your friend running towards you.

You frowned at her and she asked you something about Hoseok. She personally did not know that you and Hoseok were dating as the the two of you wanted to keep everything lowkey.

You just answered them normally and she suddenly said, "Hey do you know that Hoseok said he like this... Grade 10 girl? From another school... Not reallt sure who she is but he told me he likes her... and she is also a gangster. Smoke and all those. Yuck..."

She said it so casually, but those words hurt you deeply. Hoseok... Likes someone else??

"Oh and he also keep saying that he like Yunki... He is crazy omg. Keep liking so many girls..." Your friend sighed and showed you a picture of the grade 10 girl.

You just nodded, acting as nothing had happened. None of those bothered you. But your own boyfriend? Telling some other girls that he likes someone else??

"When did Hoseok say all those though?" You asked quietly, pursing your lips right after.

"Two days ago..." She replied, shutting her phone off.

Two days ago... That was when he started to grey tick you.. (A/N: grey tick means that you are online but you don't want to open or read someone's message)

"Oh okay, thanks..." You said, walking into class. The two of you walked separate ways and class began to start.

That period of Math, and during the whole entire math class, you were down and was close to crying every single time.

Your friends asked you if you were okay, but you just nodded your head and rested your head on the table.

Fucking Hoseok likes someone else now...

When school was over, you felt a little better and your two of your friends asked you if you could wait with them before their other class start.

You nodded and the three of you waited in the cafeteria. Since the three of them also talked to Hoseok before and they knew about the two of you dating, the three of you began to talk about Hoseok.

Suddenly, one of them asked why were you crying just now. You decided to tell them about it since you trusted them.

One of then told you that Hosoek actually also told her about him liking the grade 10 girl and Yunki, but she didn't want to tell you about it as he told her not to tell anyone.

Your other friend sighed and said, "I am not sure if I should tell you this because it is not very accurate but if I tell you this... You might get even more broken."

But you urged her to say and she spilled it out. "So uh, Jisoo actually showed me a message with her and Hoseok and he said that he don't really like you anymore because you reply to fast? Something like that. I can't really remember but maybe it is because you were too clingy?"

You frowned and looked at the table. What the fuck? Just because of that?

Once they left for their classes, you went to type a breakup message when you were on your way home.
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Three weeks had passed and you have never talked to Hoseok again. He also had not even looked at your message during that whole entire 3 weeks.

You stared up at the ceiling and clutched your phone tightly in your hand. Suddenly, your phone buzzed in your hand, signalling that there was a new notification.

You quickly sat up and opened your phone to see the notification. The friend who told you about her knowing that Hoseok liking other girls sent you a picture.

You downloaded the picture and took a close look at it. You then realise that it was Hoseok and another girl from another class messaging each other. In their messages, there were hearts and the girl even put an "I love you" GIF.

Tears trying not to fall, you thanked her for showing you the picture and shut off your phone.

A few days had passed and you saw the exact same girl and Hoseok hanging out plenty of times.

Those actions actually made your heart feel heavy and you stared at the pictures in jealousy and hurt.

Move on... You've got to move on... But you can't stop thinking of him, can't stop missing him. It is hard but you got to try. You've got your friends beside you, which you are grateful of...
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nmind this sucks lmao :") i am sorry sjdjdjxjjc. he blocked me and my friends too. i told him to unblock them [on insta, he blocked us on whatsapp] and my friends and i think he used the GIRL to msg me back as it does not sound like him. but he unblocked them like yesterday and start to msg them. but they all had no emotions in their convo HAHAHA

OH AND DID I MENTIONED I CUT FRINGE HEHE SJDJDJ :"))

[EDIT: OMG I FORGOT TO ADD THIS JAJSJD I AM SO FORGETFUL. STM :") ]

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