sinking spiral

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by forgxttenandfake

by forgxttenandfake

(5-7-18)

i can feel myself caving
just
save me from this sinking spiral.
i can't see just right
my brain's gone bad

they say that "even a blind squirrel finds a nut"
but I can't even find my own head.

i'm losing it all,
can't find a bit.
too dizzy to see ahead,
so I look down.
losing balance,
feeling the walls caving in.

i can't see past my eyelids,
i'm going blind.

i'm trying to put the pieces back together,
ever tried to stack bricks blindfolded?

at this point, it can't get worse.

i've lost my brain,
lost my mind.
all I see is this madness flashing before me.
i can't tell if I'm hallucinating.
all I can see is his figure,

standing before me.

i'm petrified.

i can't figure out
who he is,
or what he wants from me.

but whatever it is, he already got it.

i've come out of my shell,
a bit too far,
i've dumped my soul on the floor
for all to see.
please don't take me away.