too far gone

19 9 1

by forgxttenandfake

by forgxttenandfake

It almost seems like you want me gone
Makes me want to take it.
Can't take what I don't have
I'm so lost
You can't read
But you don't try
I'm more than my surface

I'm more than you think
I'm under your overexpectation
I'm too far gone
For you to try now
Don't bother trying
Don't even try to say a word

You think I'm anger-driven
You think I'm more than this
I wish I could be
I wish I could exceed
Or even meet
Your overexpectation
I wish I could be a little less overemotional
I wish you could see
It's an elephant in the room
That you're too blind to see

It hurts to know
That you want me to change
Please just accept me
Just notice
That I'm more than my surface
I'm not good enough
I'm too far gone
Way, way too far gone.