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Circle of love

"I have crossed oceans of time to find you."

What a great movie.

I had almost forgotten. Those eyes and that smile.

Man Im such a sucker.

How could I, how?

"And you said, when life gives you lemons just make lemonade from it."

"Yes ......? Jackson come to the point!"

He held my hand tightly to his chest. I could hear his little heart.

He is so damn innocent ..

"So .. ehm .. I knew immediately that we .. so .."

It took him so long. So indefinitely.

"Jack .. please!"

"Dude, Irina. Im trying to tell you something very important!"

He got so upset and angry that his bangs fell into his face.

I couldnt help but laugh. "You idiot." I brushed the hair out of his face and he pressed my hand against his cheek.

"I love you." My heart stopped. I couldnt breathe.

Jackson fumbled in his pocket.

He put it in place. The ring, that I was never allowed to forget.

...

"Iri .. I want .. I think want us to get married."

Exactly, how could I forget?

How can this question be formulated that stupid? I dont know. Only he could.

And now he stood there with his hand on my back and me, who stared at him blankly.

"Jack-" It was warm. I saw his eyebrows, which were still dominated by a small scar.

His long lashes on which the snowflakes landed. His lips and his breath while he kissed me.

It was just like before.

He paused and opened his eyes.

"I told you that I can find you"

"Jackson .." I felt like my eyes started to get wet.

I bit my lip.

"Where were you all the time?!"

I yelled at him. He, after all, knew exactly how long Ive been waiting for him.

I couldnt look him in the eyes and slapped him on the chest.

However, without force.

He grabbed my arms and squeezed me tight.

I shrugged. This fragrance .. Jackson, where have you been?

And so we stood there in the cold Japanese winter. .

"Ah, so thats your room.”

"Yes. Im fine here.. Annie is treating me very well. "

"So your father did everything right?"

"Oh yes, he did." I smiled at him as I held his hand and showed him my room.

"Are you just passing through here?"

I asked suddenly.

"No, Ill stay here in Tokyo."

"WHAT? For real? WHY-"

"Because of you."

What .. because of me? Could it be?

I wasnt able to move.

"Because of me .."

"Irina, it's time. Just a few more months and we can be together... forever this time. "

My eyes opened.

"I cant. Thats a joke right?"

"What ?! No!"

He threw a pillow at me.

"Hey!"

Hours went by. We told us everything that has happened in the last two years.

Of course we saw us in these years.

But it never felt real.

Because I needed him always .. always by my side.

I wanted to show him our old photo album and went to my desk.

When I opened the drawer, I took out the album.

I turned around and was startled.

He laughed and stood right before me. He took his hand to hold my cheek. I lost a few sweattears which he wiped away with his thumb.

Jackson looked down at me and hit his forehead on mine.

My hot but gentle breath touched his skin. Goosebumps. He opened his lips as

he pulled me closer with his other hand. My back was now so bent, that I needed to

spread my legs. He put one leg between mine and pressed me finally to him.

His head was now lying on my left shoulder and he kissed my collarbone. We lost our balance. I leaned myself against the wall and turned my head to him. My nose touched his.

He was breathing faster and lost his control. He grabbed me by the neck and squeezed me

firmly to the wall. I kissed his Dekolté and went closer to his neck. He undid my bra,

took my hand and led me to the bed.

Our first meeting was in Hong Kong, China 12/11/2007.

Engaged since 07/07/2010.