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Sense of your neck

"What the heck are you saying Irina?!" He shouted at me and grabbed me by my arm.

"Do you even know what a mess I am right now?!" His voice was so loud. He smirked and half cried while I just stared at him.Blankly faced and confused I asked "Whats wrong about.. helping a friend not to.. lie to himself?.."

He stopped for a second, looked to the ground and than to me again.

"Were not friends anymore.." he let go of my hand. "What do you mean? Zico I-"

"Stop it already.. you know what Im talking about." I watched him turning around.

Dude, this house is was really going nuts. I was gone, okay I understand that they were worried about me. But how the fuck did Jackson become so sensitive and Zico so childish. I mean, REALLY CHILDISH.

I didnt say anything to him anymore. He left without a proper reason. Jackson and Zico avoided me - like I experienced before.

The next weeks felt like a tiring journey. My final exams were coming and I couldnt think about the things which were important. PLUS I spend most of the time in my room and simply NOT coming out!

I realized what I did wrong: I made my family worry and caused a huge chaos.

When will my life ever become normal again?

Sunday evening, I layed in bed and watched a korean drama.

*brrr brrr* "Hello?"

"Hi Irina, this is Kiki."

"Kiki?!" I jumped out of my bed and rushed to the window. "Are you back again? Oh my fucking god I-" "Yes, come out girl." On the other side of the street there she was. Drenched in Rain and with messy hair.

I took my shoes out and walked down the stairs.

The door was already open and Annie began to run over. "Hey, I wanted to be the first one!" "Im soooorreeeey!" Wow, Ive never seen a granny run that fast. While I was still putting my shoes on she was already outside. "KIKI- YA!" I heard someone jumping next to me. "Daheck, Sasuke?!" "Oh, hey Irina." "Wh-What are you doing here?! At this hour?"

"Oh, Annie is having a teaparty like last week again." "We had a tea party?!"

"Uh.. yeah?" He also walked out of the house. "What the.. we have tea?" Lost in my thoughts I forgot to go to Kiki. Another person came down the stairs and pushed me against the door. "Whoaaah-" I felt the glass on my cheeks and a deep pain.

"Aigoo ah.. ouch.. who. WHO WAS THAT?!" No one was there anymore but the person who did this walked out of the house. Thats what I could tell.

"Jesus Im sick of it!" I also walked out of the door finally seeing Kiki.

But.. "Uhm." Next to Kiki was Zico. He held her hand and hugged her.

They know each other? But wait, wait, wait. She just arrived. Why is Jackson there too?

And Sasuke and 3 other quests I dont really know?

Kiki noticed me and got away from Zico. "Is that how you greet your bestfriend girl?" "Jesus, no!"

I ran over to her and fell into her open arms. "You dont know how much Ive missed you.."

Indeed. She spended 1 year in france. Working on her music with her brother.

"Yeah I missed you too.. took a long time, huh dongsaeng?" "Yes.." I felt my eyes becoming teary and I squeezed my face into her chest.

The fact that everybody was with us too, that Zico saw me and Jackson made me feel.. blamed.

I was really ashamed for the stuff that has happened. But she was here, finally someone I could rely on. She took my hand and patted my back.

"Now we can start this new year together." She laughed. I missed it so, so much.

...

But

why

does she know

Zico?