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You make me feel

"Hello?" I stopped in front of our house and stared at the other side of the street.

My body was frozen. Because I simply grabbed the phone and took the call without knowing who was waiting at the other end of the line for me.

Minutes passed. I knew exactly who it was.

"..."

"......."

"Hey .." "Who are you?" ".."

"I already told you what Ill do if you dont leave me alone."

"..merry Christmas."

He hung up. What a joker. For me it was so exhausting.

I putted my phone into my pocket and pulled my scarf tighter.

My shoes were running in a slow pace forward.

"Hmm..mhhm .. lalala..la .." I was humming a song while walking through the empty street.

"Sarangeun naegerooo .. wa .. neoreul .. ikkeuneun sig-" Stop. I sing?

My throat was raw. I wanted to go back - but I couldnt.

It wasnt very safe. Zico would only annoy me and Annie would give me too much to eat .. the party at Momos is nothing for me .. I dont even know her either..

"Huuuuh .." I exhaled and looked up into the sky.

I stretched out my arm to the night sky so the stars could stay between my fingers. I always did this.

It was like the time in Busan, when I showed Jackson my home.

We were like siblings and yet lovers.

"I miss you .." these feelings from the past sneaked into my body and

came up to my heart. Aching. My eyes got dim and damp.

Normally, I never cried, but this time .. I fell.

At the thought of him I cried out and laughed bitterly.

This world here is so unreal .. I still have to learn so much, Jackson.

With my sleeve I wiped away the tears.

And .. I want to see you now.. damn.

I ran on. Till the end of the road. From there you could see Annies business ..

and as its light. Illuminated the whole city itself. I didnt notice how beautiful the whole city was.

A slight "Wow." came out of my mouth. I was paralyzed and poured by the lights.

When I looked over after the fourth time, I saw someone.

So .. I mean .. he saw me too. He simply stood there, all alone and looked at me.

Suddenly he waved to me, but there was no one except us.

I waved back. Then he walked across the street and came closer to me.

Damn .. what if its the stalker .. I have to .. But too late.

He was right before my nose. But I couldnt look him in the eye.

"Irina." Oh my God, its him!

"y..ye..yes?!" With my last energy I tried to stare right into his pale face.

But it was me who got pale.

It was bad.

I lost the balance ..