It's been a long time. But I want to start or try doing imagines. I have one about Jacob from awhile ago and I want to post it but it's pointless to post one imagine. So you guys should comment and tell me what you think!
*Ashley's Point Of View*
Lately, Cameron and I have been fighting. I mean I love him with my entire heart but I have this weird feeling every time we're together. I've also been texting Matthew a lot.
"Hey babe!" I said to Cameron as I sat next to him on the couch. "Hey beautiful!" He answered. Cameron intertwined his fingers in mine. It felt good to have his hand in mine again. I looked at him. His soft brown hair, his defined jawline. He's perfect. He turned to me and smiled. He lifted my chin a little bit and kissed me. It felt different. I didn't feel the sparks, I didn't feel the urge to kiss him again, I didn't feel the love I used to feel. All of the sudden, my phone buzzed. It was Matt. "Hey beautiful!" I read the text and smiled. "Who's that?" Cameron asked. "Oh, nobody." I answered. Cameron threw the remote on the couch. He sighed as he walked upstairs to his room.
I decided to drive to Shelby's because Cameron needs some alone time. "Hey." I said as I walked in the door. Shelby and Shawn were laying on the couch about to have a "moment." "I'm sorry!" I yelled as I covered my eyes like a little kid. "Well, hey there!" Shawn yelled. Shawn kissed Shelby and walked upstairs. "Hey boo thang!" Shelby said as I sat down. "Hi." I responded. "What's wrong?" She asked. She turned off the tv and turned to me. "Cameron and I have been fighting a lot lately and I've been texting Matt." I said, not looking up. "Do you have feelings for Matthew?" Shelby asked. I instantly looked up and was ready to blurt out no but I couldn't. "Uhm no. I love Cameron." I stated. "Oh okay. Well have you talked to Cameron?" Shelby asked. "Every time we talk, it's fighting." I responded. "Maybe you should talk to him." She said. "I'll try. Can I stay over here for a little?" I asked. "Of course! I'll go make something to eat." Shelby stated. "Thanks. A lot." I answered.
*Cameron's Point Of View*
So Ashley left and I don't know where she went so I invited Matt over. "Hey bro!" Matt said as we bro hugged. "Waddup!" I answered. "Is Ashley home?" He asked as he sat on the couch. "No. She left. Why?" I stated. "I just didn't want to bug her." Matt said. "Oh okay. Want to eat something?" I responded. "Sure!" Matt yelled while running to the kitchen."
We had been watching tv for about an hour and Matt got up and went to the bathroom. I looked where he was sitting and his phone was there. I grabbed and went to his messages. Ashley was the first conversation. I clicked it and looked up to make sure Matt wasn't in the room.
Matt: "Hey gorgeous!"
Ashley: "Hey boo boo!"
Matt: "What are you doing later?"
Ashley: "Nothing. Lameee white girl!"
Matt: "Want to come over and watch movies and cuddle? ;*"
Ashley: "Yes! What time do you want me to come over?"
Matt: "Whenever."
Ashley: "Okay. See you later cutie;*<3"
Matt; "Bye hottie;)"
I threw his phone on the couch. My eyes started to fill with tears. Then, Matt ran in the room. I wiped my face and stood up. "Hey dawg! I just remembered I have to go over to Shelby's and Shawn's. Sorry for cutting it short." I said. "It's cool man. Thanks for having me." Matthew said as he walked out of the door.
(I would listen to Amnesia by 5 Seconds Of Summer.) Ashley came home around 8:00.
"Hey. What are you doing tonight?" I asked her as she sat down on the couch. "Nothing. Did we have plans?" She asked. "Liar." I said. "What?" Ashley responded. "Liar." I said again. "I don't know what you're talking about Cameron." Ashley stated. "Don't play like that. I know about you and Matt." I stated. "Cameron." Ashley said, starting to cry. She moved closer to me. "No. Stop." I yelled as I stood up.
*Ashley's Point Of View*
"How long has this been going on?" Cameron yelled with tears streaming down his face. "I don't know. I'm sorry. I just." I answered. I couldn't believe this was happening. The love of my life is yelling at me for loving someone else. How could this happen?
*Cameron's Point Of View*
"I thought you loved me. I thought you loved me Ashley." I yelled. "Cameron, I do. I don't want to be with anyone but you." Ashley said while standing up. "That's a lie. You obviously want to be with Matt. He's my best friend. How could you?" I yelled. Ashley just stood there staring at me. I looked at her. Tears running down her face, makeup smeared. "Why? Why would you do this?" I asked her. "I don't know." Ashley responded. "Cameron, I'm sorry. If I could go back, I wouldn't have started talking to him. I love you." She said. "Well you can't." I answered. "What happened to us Cameron? Where did the love go? Where did the sparks go? What happened to the love of my life?" Ashley yelled. "I don't know Ashley. But when you find him, forget about me." I stated. I grabbed my keys, hoodie, and phone.
I slammed the door as I walked out of the house. I called Shelby and Shawn. Shelby picked up the phone. "Hey Cam! What's up?" Shelby said, happily. "Can I come stay the night?" I said with a ball in my throat. "Oh Cameron. You can stay as long as you want." Shelby answered. She could tell I was crying. "I'm on the way." I stated. "I love you Cameron." Shelby stated. "I love you too. I said and hung up the phone.
I cried while writing my own chapter. I'm so lamee:) But I read the part where it says, "Tears running down her face, makeup smeard." and the lyrics, "I remember the makeup running down your face." came on and I just thought it was the most perfect thing! Well, I hope you liked this chapter. I haven't wrote it forever. I love you guys! Thanks for reading.
