i hate you ➭ h.hj & k.sm

TWENTY

seungmin and jeongin were standing in a less crowded area. they had lost jisung and felix as soon as they stepped into the party. they had probably gone off to fuck with people. seungmin and jeongin didn't really know what to do, as they only came for a bit of fun, but wasn't really expecting it to be this wild.

jeongin was feeling uncomfortable, and standing as close to seungmin as possible.

"i should have just worn sweats..." jeongin said quietly.

"why?" seungmin asked. jeongin only pointed shyly at a group of older kids, glancing at the two then laughing. seungmin wrapped his arms around jeongin, pulling him even closer.

"let's go get drinks." seungmin suggested. jeongin looked at him with wide eyes.

"we're underage." he said.

"so is everyone else here, i wanna do sometime a little fun." seungmin said. "i'm not pressuring you to drink anything, just come with me so i can keep an eye on you."

"no, i'm just going to stay here." jeongin said.

"all alone?" seungmin asked.

"i'll be fine, you'll see me in the same spot. don't worry." seungmin unwrapped himself from jeongin. going off to the kitchen, where all the cheap beer was. he shuffled through a bunch of people. they were all grinding on each other to the beat of the music. once he got to the drinks, and breathed in deeply.

seungmin spotted a familiar mop of hair shuffling towards him, knowing it was hyunjin, he grabbed a drink and pushed himself back through the crowd.

he saw jeongin, and two other boys huddled around him. seungmin began to walk a little quicker, in fear of jeongin's safety. as soon as he approached the boys. seungmin snaked his arm around jeongin's waist.

"who are they?" he asked.

jeongin smiled brightly. "i made some friends!" the two boys waved to seungmin. "they're in my grade, but i've never talked to them! they're so fun!"

the neon lights flashing in the house emphasized seungmin's judging expression. he was examining everything about the two youngers.

"i'm chenle!" the shorter of the two said loudly

"i'm jisung." the other said.

"i have friends now, minnie! you can go do what you want." jeongin said, pushing his away.

"are you sure! i don't mind—"

"no! no! go! you do your high school things, i'm making good decisions tonight." jeongin said, pushing seungmin into a crowd of people. seungmin sighed, wondering what he'd do now. he chugged the rest of his drink, walking to the kitchen again, to grab another one. he took one and left out onto the backyard.

it had a huge swimming pool, with fluorescent blue lights, littered inside. it was filled with empty drinks, and several people, drunkenly tossing a ball back and forth. the chairs were filled with people smoking. they all seemed to be passing the same blunt. seungmin sat in an area without anyone around, and sighed once again.

"wouldn't expect a goody goody to go to the drinks twice. much less once." seungmin looked to see hyunjin sitting in the chair next to him.

"it's a good night." seungmin said.

"it must be. 'the first you've ever said something to me without telling me to fuck off." hyunjin said.

"fuck off." seungmin said, taking another sip. hyunjin laughed. it was small laugh, but seungmin thought it was endearing.

"where's the rest of your group?" hyunjin asked.

"jisung and felix left us to find someone to fuck." seungmin said.

"both of which i think are my friends. felix for sure." hyunjin said.

"horny little fucks. and jeongin kicked me out cause he met some new kids. chenle and jisung." seungmin said.

"oh the dreamies! they're such a cute bunch." hyunjin said. seungmin hummed, and took more sips. he tilted his drink more, and realized it was empty. he pouted and left the drink on the floor. hyunjin passed him another one. seungmin took the can, and drank half of it before setting it down once more.

"damn, kim. i didn't realize you were a drinker." hyunjin said, staring in awe.

seungmin ignored him, "i want something stronger."

"as someone who makes bad decisions all the time, that's an absolute shit idea, kim." hyunjin said. seungmin stood up, grabbing the half drunken beer, finishing it.

"it's the perfect night to make shit choices."

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i'm losing hope for this story. i actually have no plot after this whole party thing, and it's made me a bit slow, but i'll do my best to catch up. i can't promise anything great, hopefully it will be okay enough to satisfy all you lovelies 💝💓💕💗💖