love me or leave me

i miss you

emily's pov

when we arrived in physics i noticed there was only three spare seats. that's what happens when you're late to class.

one was beside this girl maya, one was beside aria and my last choice was hanna

so obviously i walked over to the free seat beside maya but alison is such a bitch and took it before me. was this all part of some plan?

i made my way over to sit beside aria but whenever i thought about how this would make hanna feel i decided to sit beside hanna.

as i sat down i smiled lightly at her but she ignored me.  i deserved that.

'okay class open your books at page 196'

she started rambling on but all i could think about was how to make it up to hanna and to win her back.

or should i stick to what alison said earlier and just sort it out when i come back to rosewood?

my thoughts were interrupted when i heard the teacher asked hanna a question that caught my attention.

'ms marin, can you please tell the class why two chemical bonds would break?'

'if one of the chemical bonds cheated on another chemical bond' she snapped. my heart was officially stomped on.

everyone immediately looked at me. that was it. in case nobody knew yet they all knew now.

i didn't know what to do. i just sat there acting oblivious to what she just said.

i raised my hand.

'mrs? can i go to the bathroom please?'

'not during my class, find another time to leave' she said eyeing my up and down.

screw it. i'm leaving tonight and it's not like my life could get any worse to be honest.

i walk out to the bathroom and hear people gasp as the teacher calls me back. but i didn't. instead of the bathroom i went home.

hanna's pov

when i said that comment i looked at emily's face straight away.

i immediately regretted it. i know i shouldn't but she looked as if i just stomped on top of her heart.

i was about to excuse myself but emily raised her hand asking to go to the bathroom.

she got denied permission but walked out anyway. everyone started laughing and gasping and i had to say she looked hot as hell. i mean.... i hate that bitch...

but i couldn't help but feel horrible. so horrible.

'mrs, can I go to the bathroom' i said emphasising my words.

'ugh, if i don't let you you're just gonna walk out anyways. go ahead' the teacher really didn't care at this point but she was right, that's exactly what i was going to do.

when i got into the bathroom i didn't see Emily so i just walked around school for a bit.

then i saw her. the beautiful brunette was running into her car.

just before she could drive away i started banging on her window. i could tell she was in immediate shock because of my presence.

emily's pov

i cant believe she's talking to me. i wonder what she's gonna say.

i unrolled the window down.

"emi-"
"han-"

we said each others names at the exact same time. i gave her eyes saying that she could speak first.

'i'm sorry for what i said in class..' she looked down and the pavement and moved her eyes to me then back to the pavement.

'it's fine hanna, i deserved it..'

'yea, you did' she folded her arms

'i miss you' i don't know why the words some how came out of my mouth but they did.

she took a deep breath in
'emily i cant do this. not now.' she wiped her tears away and ran back inside.

oh god, what's wrong with me? i could've said anything. anything.

i rolled up my window as fast as possible and just drove away not caring about the swimming pool of tears i am creating in my car.

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hey guys sorry this chapter was short but it's really just a filler chapter <3