Maggie pov
To day that things with jake are confusing would be a huge understatement. I would like to say our relationship is a working progress.
Yeah, it's weird!
The thing is, he was never cheating on me, but it felt like it. Oh god it felt like it! I felt so hopeless! Like I already knew that a guy like him would want someone better than me, but it hurt when he kissed grace. She's probably the most beautiful girl here, and it all made sense. But my heart still ached. But as of 30 minutes ago, he made me feel like the most important girl in the world.
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His warm fingers gripped mine, leading me towards his dorm.
His smile was mad and mine matched. Maybe we were mad. His messy hair sure proves it.
Once we got to his room he opened the door and our lips touched at the same time. Dudes got skill.
My back was slammed against the door as his lips slammed into mine. May I note that the room is pitch black.
I felt the sparks all over my body, it ignited me with a strange warmth, yet it was cold. Shooting up all over me.
We finished, both gasping for air as he pulled me over to the couch, also turning the lights on.
I sat down and looked at him.
"I need to tell you something" jake started out. I just stared at him, waiting for him to go on.
" what I did was a mistake. I was so, so stupid. God, I was such a dang idiot. I just, ahhh. Point is, I'm sorry. I'm so sorry. And you don't have I fully forgive me. Like at all. I just want to talk to you. If you completely end this, then I guess you end it. I need closure. But know this. I will never quit fighting for you. And I have been completely miserable without you. I miss your sass, your voice dripping with sarcasm. I miss the thought of not having to fear that I would be able to hold you all day and every day. I want that! I want, that's all I dream about. And god I sound so whipped but I don't care. I don't care because I want you. No scratch that... I need you. Please." He said getting closer to my face
"Be" closer.
"My" even closer.
"Girl-" he started out but I interrupted him by slamming his lips into mine. Sparks man. Sparks.
When we pulled away I looked into his blue eyes.
"Yes" I said before he embraced me into a huge hug.
When we pulled away we were both wearing huge goofy smiles.
" soooooooooo how about we go do something?" I asked him. He raised his eyebrow.
"Should I be scared?" He asked suspiciously.
I rolled my eyes and laughed." I'm gonna go get ready. Meet you in the parking lot in 20." I said winking while exciting his room and walking towards my own.
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"You actually aren't that bad of a driver" jake noted while I was driving towards the bowling alley.
I rolled my eyes." Oh c'mon. Have some faith in me" I said while laughing.
Suddenly my song came on(which technically is every song is because it's my playlist) and I squealed and turned the radio up.
'Where did the party of' by fall out boy was blaring. Looking over I saw jake was singing along to it also.
I turned down the music," you signing to fall out boy just made you even more attractive" I admitted.
He smirked and chuckled while i turned the volume up. Once we reached the bowling alley we got out.
Jake ran over to my side and opened my door while I was grabbing my rain jacket. He opened my door and we ran to the entrance.
"I love your taste in music mags. It's literally everything. You should make me a playlist." Jake said to me.
"Just a warning. It's gonna be all of songs." I cautioned. He gave me a lazy smile.
We got our bowling shoes and lane and went over to it. Once we were both done with our shoes, jake put the names in while I got us some food. Once I came back jake was throwing a gutter ball. I mocked him and picked up my own. I rolled it with force down the lane and hit 6. On the second try I hit the rest of them.
"That's how a pro does it" I bluffed to jake.
And the reason I say bluff, was because I lost the game. And we played 4 games.
I obviously suck at bowling. The whole ride home jake mocked me. Oh it hurts... Losing. Oh well.
Once we got back jake walked me to my dorm and we said goodnight( with a few kisses).
Once closing the door I walked over and turned my music playlist on. I DO have a good taste in music. I changed out of my skin right blue jeans and baseball style tee to a Tshirt and pajama pants. I walked over to my desk and started writing down the playlist for jake.
