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@TheNil: the only thing you guys comment about now is that I used those guys for fame lol
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@TobyOnTheTele: looking gorgeous girl, don't let people get you down!
@User1: ew she even has some of them liking and commenting on her posts too
@GoodGuyFitz: we should play again
@TheMasonBradford: ^you only say that so you can put 'girl' in your video title again
@User2: I love your aesthetic, please post more
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"Guess who just texted me asking if she could come play fortnite with us," Cam says, grabbing John and Mason's attention.

"Oh is it Nil! I didn't get to meet her last time dude," John says as he changes his skin to the Viking.

"Aw fuck dude I bet she's really good at fortnite, you should've seen her play csgo," Mason sighs, knowing he was about to be carried despite his skill.

"Hey," Nil says softly as she joins the discord lobby.

"Nil this is John, John this is Nil," Cam introduces John.

"I guess it's a good thing I call Toby by his actual name or it might have gotten confusing. I was looking a bit into some of your guys' channels and I saw he rebranded recently too." Nil says with a small chuckle.

"My stream is blowing up because you're back, they're asking for your Instagram." Cam comments, looking through everyone freaking out in chat.

"If they're really interested it's @TheNil, but I don't just want people to follow me because I'm playing with you guys. I really only post now when I go on walk abouts," she explains.

"Oh your profile is super pleasing to look at," John says as he scrolls through her page which he had brought up on one of his monitors before following her.

"What's a walk about?" Mason asks.

"I just kind of get up and walk somewhere. A lot of times I'll get on a bus and take it a random amounts of stops and then I'll just go from there," she explains, quietly thinking about going on another one.

"Isn't that super dangerous?" John blows out a vape.

"I guess. Doesn't really matter," she shrugs.

"Everyone in chat is saying that's super fucking dangerous and you shouldn't be doing that," Cam points out, getting worried.

"Yeah well everyone in chat isn't in a position of power over me. No one is. I can decide what to do in my free time, are we gonna kick ass in fortnite yet?" Nil asks and Cam starts the queue.

Throughout the game Nil's phone kept buzzing from all the people following her and she eventually just turned her phone off because she didn't want it to be caught in the audio in case any of the guys were recording.

After a few hours of kicking ass and a few people trading places to play, Cam decides to end his stream. Everyone's kind of just sitting in the discord lobby, playing on their phones or editing or sorting through footage and Nil decides to take a step and turn her phone back on.

"Nil your account has grown a few thousand, you might want to go set up your comment settings so people aren't assholes," John points out as he hits his vape pen.

"Thanks but I don't really check comments anyway. Let people say what they will nothing matters," She turns off the notifications for Instagram.

"Man does nothing matter to you?" Mason questions.

"Isn't that the point? Why should it. Once you figure out that nothing matters, the universe is yours." Nil says in her quiet voice.

"Do you think life has meaning?" Mason asks, trying to see if he could get her to go off.

"Do you?" She shoots back at him.

"I mean I guess, it all depends on what you can do during your lifetime." Mason shrugs.

"Life may not have meaning but isn't the point that you make your own meaning?" John asks. "Like whatever has meaning to you matters," he adds.

"Life has no meaning. Trying to find meaning is an absolute waste of time." Nil comments.

"So what you're saying is nothing matters?" Mason questions.

"Not to me. Maybe it matters for you but that's your choice." Nil answers, she didn't want to get in an argument with any of he guys.

"She's a nice nihilistic person, she's not shooting us down constantly," John points out.

"If nothing matters then why go on those walk abouts?" Mason asks.

"I enjoy them. Just because nothing matters doesn't mean I'm not gonna enjoy myself." Nil shrugs.

"I still don't think you should do that but you're right, you're in charge of your own life," Cam sighs.

"I forgot you were here you were so quiet cunt," Mason laughs and Cam joins in.

"My bad I was on the phone," Cam apologizes.

"Where's the farthest you've ended up?" John asks Nil.

"Uh would you like me to include the couple times I ended up on a plane? Or like the times I just walked,"

"Both?"

"I ended up in Canada once. In Japan another time. I've ended up in New Zealand a lot more often than the times where I stay in Australia. I think that's because I find New Zealand prettier in pictures I'm not sure. I do more often end up near a beach," Nil lists a few places as she goes through some of her pictures.

"That's fucking insane," John mumbles.

"People are calling you the female version of me because we both wear a lot of white." Cam mentions as he goes through his twitter mentions.

"It's an aesthetic, also I enjoy the color." She shrugs. "Anyway I'm going on a walk, if you need me text me, I put my number in the channel chat where only we can see it. I don't want people thinking I only fancy Cam, you guys are pretty chill. Chat later!" She disconnects and Cam sighs, not happy about the idea that she's going out alone during night time.

"Well I'll see you boys when I get demonetized and need more footage!" John says as he disconnects.

"Do you think life matters?" Mason asks quietly, Cam can tell he must be coming down from a high.

"I like to think it does, let's head to bed." Cam says and mason nods before disconnecting, Cam following.

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