Dating Kian Moreno

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The entire night I tossed and turned; trying to figure out how that bastard somehow knew so much about me and I'm laying here trying to figure him out. Ugh! This isn't good! Thinking about Kian Moreno is literally cutting into my sleeping and that's not gonna work for me. I might work a lot, but I do somehow get at least six hours of sleep in every night.

That's where I draw the line.

I didn't fall asleep until it was maybe three in the morning so when my alarm went off at six thirty. I was so tempted to just throw my phone out my room just to continue sleeping but that's not a moral option. There are a couple budget issues I left for this morning. I can't afford to sleep in another minute. It's just gonna make me even more lazy than I already am.

I kicked my blanket off and began my morning routine. Should I go with a little makeup today? I usually just put a light layer just to make sure I don't look like a complete zombie I really was on the inside.

Kian.

Yeah; I'm putting on some makeup. He already saw me in a state of decay last night. I was only lucky it was really dark. But now since I will have to be looking after him for the entire day, I have to at least look somewhat decent.

I finished off my routine with perfecting my black tie. My phone buzzed right at that moment. I didn't check the caller ID when I picked up.

"Yes?"

"Val."

My heart immediately stopped beating when I recognized the voice.

"I'm hanging up." I said bluntly.

"No wait!" Felix sighed. "I'm not calling to talk you for myself. I'm calling for your brother."

What bull-crap.

"If he broke something, just leave it there. I'll let my dad know and we will pay for it back."

"No, he forgot his tie." You good for nothing brother. "So he was wondering if you would spare him the Coding this morning when you grab it for him."

"What makes him think I will grab it for him in the first place?" I growled into the phone as I finished tying my tie. "I don't see how it's my problem he isn't responsible."

"It's because you're a loving sister that would do anything for her little brother."

Damn they know me both so well.

"Well then, he has to come to my homeroom to get his tie. I'm not wasting my time hunting him down while he's flirting with the girls on the dance team."

"I'll pass along the message." Felix chuckled, making me blush just a bit and my heart tug a way that it was painful.

He's never going to be mines.

"I'll see you at school."

He didn't fight anymore. His voice alone was enough to show his exhaustion. "Okay."

I hung up first.

My hand dropped to my side weakly, just like how my entire body wanted to do. Every time I talk to him, every time I so much as hear his breathing, my body wants to shut down. The void I felt filled when he was with me is not completely...empty again.

What more it's starting to hurt me even more than I ever thought possible.

How can someone I loved so much bring me this much pain? Enough for me to want all the sunny days to turn rainy so I somehow know I'm not the only one crying.

I hate you, Felix Owens.

I hate how you used to be the reason I smile every day.

I hate how you were my world.