Mind Reader | k.th x j.jk / Vkook

Part 44

(Your comments have motivated me, therefore)

I cooked a massive pot of rice and had some chicken in a pan. I feel horrible about everyone coming over so late. The least i could do was feed them.

I put the chicken on a plate, having seperate bowls for the rice.
"Okay guys!" I calles them, they hurried through and grinned as they saw the meal before them.

"Sorrt it's not a lot, been a while since I've done a proper shop," I sighed as they sat down.

"Thank you, Jungkookie!" They all cheered and took a piece of chicken.

When do we bring it up?
Is this a bad time?
Maybe another day?
Will he think we don't care if we don't ask?! Nooo!

"Don't worry about it, hyungs. It's nothing really," I assured them. But they didn't take that as a suitable answer.

"Why are you always so selfless? Kook that was not something that usually happens..." Seokjin hyung stated after taking a big spoonful of rice.

The table was very quiet, anticipating my answer. I sighed and placed my hands in my lap, "this is embarrassing." I quietly groaned before looking them in the eyes. I hate everything about this.

"The part of my brain that allows me to tune into other peoples trains of thought, is merged with the part of my brain that controls most of my emotions." I began to explain, "it's somewhat like having part of my brain missing. Sometimes, there will be a big build up that just pours out all at once."

"It can range from positive things, such as happiness, love, devotion, determination. To things like shame, horror and fear, anger, anxiety, and grief. All of which come in extreme amounts," I paused to take a drink of my water.

"Sometimes it changes rapidly, other times it's just one main thing. Like what happened... there." I hummed. Everyone was just looking at me. 

That's really sad.
That sounds miserable...
How does he put up with that crap?
Is it that bad?

I just shrugged it off, "it doesn't last all that long, it's really not a big deal." I insisted, sweeping my hair out of my face.

Jimin walked up behind me and back hugged me, "Kook... you can tell us this stuff you know. You help us a lot, it's only right we do the same for you, yeah?" Everyone else made noises of agreement. I rolled my eyes but nodded.

"I'll go get blankets and pillows for you all. It's too late to be out," I sighed as I stood up.
"A sleepover at Kook's house... how lovely," Namjoon chuckled, mostly to himself.

(yeah I know. I suck at updating)