Playboy- Dolan Twins

"What if i liked you?"

💜 G R A Y S O N 💜

I'm probably hated by all of them

Scratch that

I AM hated by all of them

Why?

Cause I'm apparently a 'narcissist' and I 'disregard everyone's feelings'

After I hurt Rose, I realised what I did wrong and apologised. I made an effort to make it up to her by helping Ethan ask her out and I told her the truth about the party and why I did what I did.

Would a narcissist do that?

But the truth is, I told her half of the truth. I told her I liked her and realised that I had to let her go cause she was too good, but not to Ethan. Someone else; someone I'm not close to. So when I realised that Ethan liked her, I couldn't help but feel jealous.

Not of Ethan, but of Rose. She's too pure for Ethan. For this world. We grew up in the same town but different schools and I'd see her every once in a while when we played games since she did some cheerleading. Nearly all the boys had some kind of fling with the girls in her cheerleading squad but no one talked about her. She was the innocent one out of them

I guess that's why she's called Rose. She only shows explicit beauty, but covered in thorns to protect her. She has different layers until her true beauty is shown. She comes in different colours so we're not sure if she's a red rose, or a pink rose or anything. She's merely a ghost.

Does this seem like I disregard people's feelings?

I don't want her with Ethan because I see her everyday and it reminds me of everything I've done to her, but she still forgives me. If it was Dahlia or Iris, they'd never talk to me, they'd even kill me. But Rose was different, I've put her through hell and back and she still forgives me.

In all honesty, I wouldn't date Rose because, A: she has Ethan and B: She's just got something in her that tells me to stay away, maybe it's her heart or maybe her friends.

"You good bro?" Ethan asks, snapping me out of my thoughts.

"Yea- yeah." I say, quickly looking over to Rose, who was grabbing a drink out of the fridge.

Ethan follows my stare and looks at me

"You sure?" He assures as he furrows my eyebrows "you've been looking at her lately."

I snap back and heat rises to my cheeks. "Ethan."

"Ask her out, bro!" He smiles

My mouth hangs ajar. Did he just-

"I mean, you and Dahlia will look good together."

My eyes widen. Everyone knows I hate Dahlia. It's surprising because I've only seen her the day she came to the party and she hated me since I cradled Rose. Maybe she likes me.

"Nah, bro. I'm cool." I say as I get out my seat

"We're here!" I yell

Cheers of excitement booms throughout the caravan. The door flings opens and a gust of wind blows through. Everyone comes out and we walk around.

"Can we go on the rides?" Rose asks as she points at a massive Ferris wheel.

"How about we go at night? It's much cooler then." I suggest

Rose looks at me and smiles "great idea."

"Let's go to the beach." Dahlia says and we all walk towards the sand.