The next day in school I felt so dirty. I ran to my class 10 minutes early. Sitting there by myself like the loser I am until I hear a voice from behind me. "hey Lani, did you get the answer to question 8?" a deep Australian voice comes from behind my shoulder.
I turn to see felix smiling at me. His eyes forming little creasents. Um.... Yes... It.... Um.. Ummm. The answer is.... Um.... Pricipitation. "I studder." Yes! I got it right. Thanks Lani. Ugh I'm so stressed about the chemistry test today"he smiled.
"speaking of stress and de stressing."an annoying voice enters the room. Jisung. I turned around and tried to ignore him." hyung, why do you have that... "felix laughed." its not mine, its hers. She fucked me yesterday the slut. She left this at mine, thought I'd return it. I still didn't turn. I don't want to know what he has.
Suddenly black and red fabric flew onto the desk. The lingerie. Everyone in the room erupted in a fit of laughter. Everyone was laughing, except for felix. His eyes were full of concern. I ran out of the room crying and bumped into Chris at the door. "what the fuck Lani. Ew. Why did you fuck him. That's gross. Your gross." he said in disbelief. He walked away from me, shaking his head.
Tears flowed down my cheaks. I ran up the hall, crying non stop. Minho grabs me and spins me around. "Lani, we need to talk" he said. "no minho, not now. I don't want this anymore. Tell felix, tell him everything. How I'm a whore, how I'm a slut, how I love him" I cried. "you love me?" felix suddenly appeared from around the corner.
I pulled away from minho. I ran to the roof. This is it. What's the point. "wait Lani, no" minho yelled. "I don't want to be used or humiliated anymore. Maybe you can another whore to suck you off. A whore just like I was." I yelled.
"Lani, look. What jisung did was horrible. I will never hurt you again. I have news. I'm..... Your brother. Well half brother. My mother took me to my father's grave since I had never known him cause he left us and then died. But on his gravestone it said it was erected by Lee Areum. I did some research last night... I'm so sorry for everything I've done to you. It was wrong." he cried.
" it's too late minho "I said as I turned to jump. As soon as I began to fall forward I felt two strong arms wrap around me." minho let go "." please don't do this "another voice came from behind me. I turned to see who was holding me.
Felix?
