Secret Longing

Secret Longing chapter 2

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SECRET LONGING~~oceanblue2012

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After this mornings events my mind was totally not functioning right. All i could think about was why she started talking to me all of a sudden. My first reaction was that it was like a prank or something. But i knew that she was above that. I know that she would never do that. Well at least i really hope that. First hour went by in a blur and now im in second hour and the teacher is talking about something but i just cant seem to stop thinking about this morning events. All of a sudden Connor turned to me with a huge smile on his face.

"What? Why are you smiling like that?" I asked him.

"Didnt you listen to anything the teacher just said?"

"Um, no? What did he say?"

" He said that the class is gunna do a project to make a huge map of the United States. And he picked the partners and your mine."

"Im yours? He actually picked us to be partners?" I asked him incredulously. He looked slightly guilty. The last time he made us be partners we ended getting no work done cause the whole time he was just flirting and i would always just leave and not talk to him for a little while. I talked to the teacher after failing that project and he said he wouldnt put us in groups anymore.

"Well you were paired up with Ashley, and i was paired up with Steve, but they asked to work together. So the teacher asked me if it would be ok, i said it was and if there any problems to tell him. But i guess you werent listening."

"Oh. Haha. Wow i missed alot. So is this like a weekend project, or a during class project?"

"He said that we were gunna work during class too but alot on the weekends, for the assembling part of it. In class he just wants us to plan it."

"Great." I was kinda sad that i was gunna fail this project too.

"Im, not gunna do anything this time. Im sorry for last time." He said with a puppy dog face that he knows that i cant stay mad at.

"Yea. ok. So when do we start this thingy?"

"Um, probably tomorrow. The bell is gunna ring." He said slinging his backpack over his shoulder. He went to grab mine but i got it on my shounder before he could.

"So stubborn." He muttered just loud enough for me to hear.

"You know it!" I chuckled. My butt vibrated and i pulled out my phone. It was from Kacie.

'hey, i got a question' I was instantly curious.

'wat is ur question? i got one too.'

'ok, shoot'

'naw. u first :)'

'haha ok. umm. is that dude ur boyfriend?' She asked, i turned to Connor and i could see that he was lookin at my ass from behind. i decided to play with him for a second before the bell. I took my backpack off and nonchalantly backed up. He didnt notice and i hit his front. I heard him grunt. I backed up just a little more and grinded just the slightest bit. I heard him moan. I could feel his boner. I smiled in triumph. I moved forward and put my backpack back on. Connor came up behind me and whispered in my ear.

"What was that?!"

"Thats what you get for lookin at my ass. You get to walk to the next class with a boner." I winked at him. Shock ran across his face. I guess he hadnt thought about that. I smiled and went back to my phone.

'who connor?'

'yea. i think, is that the guy ur always with?'

'yea. but hes not my boyfriend, hes my bestfriend.'

'oh ok! :) so wat was ur question?'

'oh yea umm. y all of a sudden r u talkin to me?'

'i always noticed u lookin at me. and i liked it. so i just wanted to get to kno u.' I looked at the phone shocked. When i looked up i relised i was in my next class. Wow i must have been out of it to not relise i walked to my next class. It was math, and we had a sub. So i just took out my ipod touch and put both ear buds in and turned it up. My phone vibrated and i looked at who it was from. Connor

'hey, u were out of it wen u walked to class. i was just makin sure u made it ok.'

'yea im fine. thanks for the concern.'

'anytime. so y were u so out of it?'

'idk. i didnt relise i was out of it.' I didnt want him to know about me texting Kacie. He gets jealous. Like bad.

'oh ok. have fun in math ;)' I didnt reply to that. I hate that he likes me so much. He shouldnt be wasting all that time on me. He could like someone else so much more then me. My phone vibrated again. i looked at it and it was from Kacie.

'u ok? did u get my last message?'

'yea i got it. i was just totally shocked. i didnt kno u liked girls...'

'yea. i didnt kno either. this is all so new to me. and i dont really have anyone to talk to. :('

'y not?'

'cause all my friends r good friends but i dnt think they would be very understanding.'

'wow. that sucks. im sorry. well if u need to talk about it im here. y do u think ur friends wouldnt be understanding?'

'because they have made fun of other people that they have found out that liked the same sex.'

'oh. wat douchebags. no offence tho. haha. um, so r u bi or lesbian?'

'i have no idea. ive never ever done anything with a girl. so im not sure if liking u is even real. u kno?'

'yea. im like u too tho. i mean i like guys but ur the first girl ive ever liked.'

'really?'

'yeupp'

'wow i didnt kno that.'

'y is that such a big shock?'

'idk. its just if im the first girl that you have liked then y were u so openely like staring at me all the time.'

'well i didnt think that it was so open. i thought i was bein discrete. haha. but i guess not. ;)'

'haha nope. well... maybe we could get together and like talk?'

'yea sure. wen?'

'um, at lunch? il go behind the building at 12:20. meet me there?'

'yea. no problem. wat do u wanna talk about there tho?'

'idk. i dnt really want to say it over txt.'

'ok. i understand.'

'thanks'

'yea. no problem. haha, this is the most ive ever talked to u. :)'

'yea. i like talking to u. ur easy to get along with, u kno?'

'yea. so il see u at lunch? and is this just gunna be us?'

'yes just us. and yea il see u at lunch. ;)'

'k. bye'

'bye'

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SOOOOOO WATCHA THINK?!?!?!?

i was gunna post this yesterday but my internet like turned off right wen i was about to post it. so i lost everything. i was so mad i almost cried :'( but i think this version is better anyways.

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