Secret Longing

Secret Longing Chapter 5

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SECRET LONGING~~oceanblue2012

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I ran after her but I lost where she went. I was freaking out. Didn't she see me push him away? Gosh why did he do that?! I am so mad at him. Omg I see her.

-Kacie!! Wait!! Please.- she stopped and turned around. I ran up to her and stopped right in front of her. She looked up at me.

-Look I get it. It's ok. I was just the person that you were seeing if you liked girls. It's kool. I see that you don't like girls. I understand.- she was pissing me off with her rambling. I pressed my lips roughly to hers. She was stunned at first but she started kissing me back after a second. She put her hands in my hair and gently pulled. That made me moan. I put my hands on the small of her back and pulled her to me. I held her tight. I was running out of air. I pulled away and kept my eyes closed and enjoyed the closeness. Again it was ruined by Connor.

-What are you doing?!- he yelled at me. I hate being yelled at so much. I cringed against Kacie and she noticed but Connor didn't. He walked up to me. He was fuming.

- Why are you so mad. It's not like we were dating.!- I yelled back. He looked at me with sad eyes. I felt so bad right now. -Can I just talk to you? Just... Stop yelling... Please.- I whispered. He nodded and I turned around to face Kacie. I gave her an apologetic smile and walked around her. I walked to my car and got in without saying a word to Connor. He got in as well. I started the car and drove to my house without saying a word. When we arrived I just got out and walked in my front door. No one was here. I walked though my empty house to my room and sat on my bed. He sat on my computer chair.

-Can you say something? You havnt talked since you asked me to talk.-

-Ok. What is your big problem with letting me be happy with the person who I want to be with. Why did you do that?-

-I... I didn't mean for it to come out like that. You can be with who you want to be with, but... I... I love you. And I want you to love me. Or atleast give me a chance. Just to see if you have the same feelings for me.- ugh. I don't know what to do.

-What about Kacie? I like her.-

-Well I like you. Please give me a chance.- he said pleading. He moved over to sit on the bed and started moving over to me. His head started descending towards mine. My breath caught in my throat. He leaned in a little more and gently touched his lips to mine. He pressed a little harder and little sparks erupted all over my body. It scared me and I moved back and broke the kiss. When I looked up into his eyes he was smiling.

I smiled shyly and backed away more.

-Where are you goin?- he asked me.

-Umm. I'm just gunna go... Do something in the living room or something.-

-Why?-

-Umm. Because.. I don't know.- I can't think with him so close to me. I was all flustered. I was all hot everywhere. I looked back up into his eyes and he crashed his lips to mine. I moaned when the hear and sparks returned. He pushed me back, laying me on the bed. He was on top of me with one of his hands on my neck and the other on my waist. My hands were all over his back, chest, shoulders, and his hair. He gently bit my bottom lip and I moaned. I opened up my mouth and he slipped his tongue in and massaged my tongue. I moaned.

I heard the front door slam and I broke the kiss. Connor was smiling but I was freaking. What is that feeling? Idk but I really like it. And it scared me. I liked Kacie. And now she knows that. I can't just be like oh I don't want you anymore. I was brought back from my thoughts when Bolton came into the room.