30 MINUTES | PJM

Better than me

The night was still young so I decided to go back to Jimin's apartment and wait for him. I knew that he would be out but its not like I have something better to do than wait.

On the way there I kept thinking about my mother. She was truly devastated and she was exhausted. And it's all because of me. My mother tires herself out for me and I can't even confess my feelings to Jimin. 

I mean, all I have to do in order to wake up, is to find true love. Was that really impossible?

The sight of Jimin's apartment snapped me out of my thoughts. 

I passed through the front door and waited for him to come back. Some of the perks of being ghost-like, was that I could pass through things but for some weird reasons I could still use couches, chairs, beds and other stuff I can sit on.

I couldn't really understand everything about the situation I was in but I knew what really mattered.

Y/N: All you have to do is make him fall for you, how hard can that be?

I laid back on the couch and thought about what my next step would be.

Not long after, I hear the lock click and the door open. 

Jimin came in and I got up and walked towards him.

After not more than two steps forward, I stopped and my eyes opened wide.

Another figure walked inside the apartment. They were both giggling, clearly light-headed.

I stepped closer to take a better look at the other person. I could hear from the second voice that the silhouette was a her.

They both sat on the kitchen table. That was when I saw her face clearly. 

It was the woman from the police station the other day, Nono or something like that.

Jimin: Do you want some water or something to eat Momo?

Momo: Anything is fine.

Jimin walked towards the fridge and poured her a glass of water.

Jimin: I've got some leftover pudding.

Momo's eyes widened and her mouth started drooling.

Momo: I can't say no to dessert!

Y/N: But that was my pudding, MINE!

I walked over there and stood next to Momo. I was infuriated. 

I started yelling at her to let go of my dessert. The one Jimin bought just for me.

Y/N: LET GO OF IT! IT'S MINE!

But nothing stopped her from eating the rest of it. 

I was still yelling and shouting at her but it was futile.

Y/N: And how dare you Jimin... 

I tried to keep my voice calm even though no one could hear me.

Y/N: Why would you give her what's mine? Is that all I mean to you?

I started crying and I lost control over myself.

Y/N: WHY JIMIN? WHY? IS SHE BETTER THAN ME? 

I paused to recollect the broken pieces of my heart from all over the place.

Y/N: I love you Jimin, why can't you love me back? WHY!

I hit the kitchen table with my whole existence and the table shook so hard that the glass of water that was previously standing on it, was now broken on the floor.

I stepped back, scared at myself. I had no idea what all that was about and how I did what I did.

Momo was terrified by the force that the glass flew out of the table.

Jimin was confused at first but then realized that it must have been me.

Jimin: We are clearly pretty drunk.

Jimin tried to provide a reasonable explanation for what just happened.

Momo nodded in agreement.

Jimin: You can sleep on my bed and I'll take the couch. We are in no condition to drive tonight.

Momo: OK but...

Jimin: No buts, I'll drive you to work first thing tomorrow morning. For now let's get some rest.

Jimin showed her inside his room and gave her one of his T-shirts to wear to sleep.

Jimin: I had fun tonight Momo, I hope we do this again sometime.

Momo walked closer to him and kissed his cheek.

Momo: We sure will.

She winked at him and started getting undressed.

Jimin got shy and left the room, closing the door behind him.

He took out his clothes, letting only his underwear on. He grabbed an extra blanket from a closet and laid on the couch. 

He covered himself up with the blanket and closed his eyes.

Jimin: I don't know what all that was about or what happened but you better not ruin this for me Y/N. I really like her...